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TODAY! Haha. Today? Today, today... My days haven't been so great. I won the speech contest, and that's it. The next days I was stuck at home. Friday night I went nowhere, I was even home alone to "take care" of my house as if it would have escaped.

This Saturday? Ah, I can't tell. You know what's cool? My school ended earlier today. Sure, students shouldn't go to school on Saturdays but I still have school on Saturdays (and that sucks).

Bell rang at 10.30am. It was almost 12pm when I was on the way home from my dad's office, and Fanny YMed me saying she wanted to have a massage. We ended up making a plan to go to the spa together. So I called Griya Molek Spa, and told Fanny for the deal. Man that was cheap. Rp.150k for 3 hours chocolate treatment! Fanny simply agreed when I told her the deal.

Griya Molek Spa is really close to my house. Less than 2mins. When I got there, Fanny arrived less than 5mins.

"I just got here," I informed her.

So yeah, we had the 3hrs treatment and man that was good. I had the discount since I'm the member. Chocolate sensation, mmm I loved that spa.

Bad thing is, I couldn't spend Saturday night with Giorgio, since his father is here, so. I have to stay away, sort of. Errr, don't wanna talk about it. But I did meet him. Man he, was so adorable.

I miss his sharp cheek that he usually rubs upon mine :(

I can't see him until Monday, at least until his father goes back home. Ack, it's aching me. I miss him so bad, yeah I do, so what?!

It feels and sounds like I am so pathetic, lol. I just want to skip tomorrow and jump to Monday. I'm really hoping I can see him tomorrow, but... how? :(

I keep telling myself to sleep earlier, like this I skip the time. But in fact I keep being awake, that is so stupid. Please blog, make me stop. I gotta sleep :'(:'(

Labels: love, sad

Yup, I love doing this one! :) :)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Dynamite (Taio Cruz)

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah (Miley Cyrus)

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Distance (OST-Naruto)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Jump (Flo Rida Ft. Nelly Furtado)

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Killa (Cherish)

WHAT DO YOUR EXES THINK OF YOU?
What Them Girls Like (Ludacris)

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Bigger Than Us (Hannah Montana)

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
Peacock (Katy Perry)

Okay, this is... Hahaha whatever, it's so funny! =P

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Above All (Nikita)

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Never Think (Robert Pattinson)

What the hell!?

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
Who Owns My Heart (Miley Cyrus)

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
As I Am (Hannah Montana)

COOL

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
He's Been Good (Franky S)

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Champagne Life (Ne-Yo)

What the...?

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE
Kiss It Goodbye (Hannah Montana)

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
Turn My Swag On (Soulja Boy)

HAPPY TIMES:
Who I Am (Nick Jonas)

SAD TIMES:
Crazier (Taylor Swift)

OMAGAH This is so so so true :'(((

EVERY DAY:
Ordinary Girl (Hannah Montana)

FOR TOMORROW:
The Meadow

:P:P

FOR YOU:
Been Here All Along (Hannah Montana)

:'( I miss you!

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Wherever I go (Hannah Montana)

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Headstrong (Ashley Tisdale)

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
The Prayer (Nikita)

Now this is cool :P

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
The Way That I Love You (Ashanti)

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Humuhumunukunukuapua'a (Ashley Tisdale)

HOLY SHIT! This doesn't make sense! HAHAHA

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
Crawl (Chris Brown)

FAVOURITE PLACE?
Love Like This (Natasha Bedingfield)

Now this is COOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
No Air (Jordin Sparks Ft. Chris Brown)

HAHAHA

DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
If We Were A Movie (Hannah Montana)

WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
No One (Alicia Keys)

SONG THAT DESCRIBES MY SCHOOL PRINCIPAL:
Marry Me Bella

GAHAHAHAHAHHAA ROFL

WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
That's What You Get (Paramore)

HOW WILL I DIE?
Wherever I Go (Hannah Montana)

That is CREEPY.

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS THE TITLE?
Fight For This Love (Cheryl Cole)

Now this is cool!

Labels: music

Yes, I am bored. So let's get it started. A survey about cellphone.

What is your current ringtone?
Taylor Swift - Speak Now :D

What is your current wallpaper?
My picture from the webcam :D

Do you own a picture phone?
Yeah

If so, what was the last picture you took?
Me and my friend having spa :P

Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
"He was waiting for you and you weren't there so he went back"

How many contacts do you have on your phone?
More than 2

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
Il mio madre.

What service do you have?
Three, jaringan babimu.

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
Full, 5.

Who's on your speed dial numbers?
Nobody.

Do you have voicemail?
Don't use it.

How many contacts do you have that start with J- Who are they?
Only 2.

Who do you call the most?
My MOM.

How many text messages do you get a month?
I don't know!!

Can you send pictures?
Yes...

What are the first 2 digits to your number?
08

Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
"Where are you mom? I'm in hypermart already."

What about the 15th?
"Then when are we going to have dinner?"

Who's the last person that you called?
Didn't you ask? My mom, duh!

Last person that texted you?
Again, mom.

Last person you added to your contacts?
Can't remember...

How many minutes are on your plan?
What do you mean? =/

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Caith Lynn.

Wanna give out your number?
No.

Labels: meandme

1. When was the last time you cried?
Last Saturday, I was dying to see him, lol. I get to emotional sometimes! :D

2. Have you ever faked sick?
Yeah, once when I was a kid, I was still in elementary school. My tummy hurt (a bit) but then I pretended that it was a big deal. Like this I didn't go to school.

3. What was the last lie you said?
I lied about... Hm... I lied that I didn't have to go to school, but I eventually went to school today.

4. Have you ever cried during a movie?
Yeah, the last time I cried over a move was years ago. It was TITANIC! ROFL.

5. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
My loveee ♥

6. Have you ever danced in the rain?
Sad, but no.

7. Have you ever been drunk?
Yeah, once. A year ago on a Kuta Carnival.

8. Have you ever tried tried drugs?
HELL NO. And I will NEVER EVER try it, for the rest of my entire life, NO.

9. Do you smoke?
No, never even tried it.

10. What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
I... have no idea.

11. What is your full name?
Maria Natalia Girsang

12. What is your blood-type?
A

13. Have you ever been in a car accident?
No, but has my car been in a car accident? Yes, it has. In fact it's being hospitalized in the workshop :( Dunno how long it's gonna take. They said it'd take a month, ahhh. It's devastating me, lol.

14. How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
Just they way this number says =P 14.

15. Who was your first kiss?
My boyfriend.

16. Have you ever had an online relationship?
Haha yeah sort of, I gotta admit. And that was stupid.

17. Have you ever had phone-sex?
Not answering.

18. Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
Funny, no.

19. What is your favourite sport to play?
Hoola hoop!

20. Have you ever made a prank phone call?
Yeah, haha that was fun! :P

21. Have you ever said
This question seems to be corrupted...

22. What's your favourite childhood memory?
Ah! I was in a photo booth with this kid (that I happen to love now) and we took a real cute picture. He kissed my cheek, lol that was to sweet!

23. Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
Of course. Not telling what. Too many things. But I started to be wise, I don't want to regret anything, actually :)

24. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A mom with a job as an IT.

Oh I'm so bored. It's my parents' 24th anniversary today, but I don't know why they're sleeping now! GAH! No celebration? That sucks.

And I've started to miss him.... :'(

Labels: meandme

Haha, I just got a message from the committee of the speech competition I joined in earlier today :)

I won the first place!!!!

AGAIN!

Two years in a row XD YAY! I'm soooo excited!! xD Thanks for all who has been supporting me :3 Yeah, thanks a bunch to my Lord Jesus, He's the one who made me through it all! :D I knew I was gonna win, actually. Haha. Two years in a row! Bam! Yay! :D

Labels: school

Well, days, maybe weeks ago, like the beginning of this October, I had a Story Telling contest. That day, Giorgio accompanied me! Yay! =D He pinky-promised me and I demanded that on him...

This also happened when we were waiting in the garden (that we had no key to enter the house) for our moms...



Then eventually, he and his mom decided to spend the night in my house, haha. And yeah, he waited for me that day for 6 hours! Man he was so bored and like, o.O But I really appreciated that although I didn't win. I didn't do my best, I knew I wouldn't win and I figured out now that story telling isn't my thing. Ugh, you should have seen how those girls brought the story. Dramatic! I went with my own way with slipping "stupid" words in my story, haha. Giorgio taped it and when I got my turn, he was like, "OMG, I promised you movie if you did well, and you went stupid stupid." That kinda disappointed him, but I wasn't into it.

Well, when last Sunday I told him I was having a speech contest for today...



Haha that was so funny. Well I did great, super great today :D I think I'm winning the first place again (last year I also won the first place :D:D). He didn't accompany me :( I hoped he had been there and said, "YOU WIN!" when I got back to my set. But yeah, that was pretty epic. Haha I know I win! God always helps me!! :D

So yeah, what's up with you guys? My days, well they're getting better. I don't know what else I can write for now, lol.

Labels: school

Hm... Is he thinking that he's a bad person? =/ I mean like, he doesn't want me to find someone else, but he thinks that's better for me... The other day when we were in the car he asked me if I found another guy...



3 days ago was our nephews, Aldo Aldi's 8th birthday. We were sitting at the table downstairs in McD. I was with Noel too, our another cousin.



And when I was taking him home, in the car, he put his head on my leap. He started speaking again, he started wanting me to find another guy. But he still grabbed my hand, like talking was really easy for him.

"I don't want you to find another guy. It's what I think is better for you," He told me.

He started mentioning about his friends I might like, but I said no. I held his hand, but then he released it. He walked out the car, he didn't even turn at me. He knew I didn't want to let him go. Stupid him. He didn't even turn at me.

Oh, yeah. The worst day. That day my car got an accident. My sister was driving, with 4 more adults, and 1 year old baby, and 3 years old toddler. The car was running slow, but another car crashed onto it from the left side. It was so hard that my car lost its balance, then it went right-side down! Can you believe it? With 2 babies inside it! My sister panicked as well, but thank You Lord no one got hurt! Well, my sister got hurt a bit. She got some scars on her right hand, but no big deal.

The man who crashed our car had to pay the damage. Well, he's a poor guy, so he had to sell his motorbike. What could we do?! He was wrong, he had to pay for it. Don't do the crime, if you can't do the time! Haha! =P

Back to the topic. So today, it's Saturday. I supposed he was about to spend the night at my house. I was in his house, his mom was preparing to sleep in my house because she's going to the church tomorrow.

He showed me some gesture that asked me to sleep there! I was like, O.o Are you crazy? I don't want my mom to kill me! But he insisted me, and he even told his mom! His mom was like, no, ask her mom.

So yeah, he asked my mom, a simply sentence: "Can she stay here?" And of course my mom said no. So he's kinda sleeping along is his 30 mins far away house from mine :( Dammit. But yeah, I'm going to his house tomorrow morning :)

I don't get it. It's really hard for me when I don't see him. He never texts or calls me. Well, he called me once, asking his own mom's number!! He ever told me once that he was like the weather, he always changed. I know it, and I think he wants me for now :) I think that's kind of stupid, huh? Because sometimes he wants me to find another guy, then he's the one who wants to stay with me =/ Eh, I gotta figure it out with him Dx

I insisted him to come to my house too as well, but he said he had to do his homework... And something else. Haha. Something that's really important, since he's sick :(

How do I know it now. I don't get what he wants. Like today in the car he put his head on my leap again while we were on the way. He wanted to kiss me, but I said no (hell there was my mom!).

But yeah, I think tomorrow I gotta talk a lot with him :) So wish me luck! Love you guys :* :D

Labels: love

I got bobbed ♥ ! I cut my hair last September. That Monday 26th, to be more specific. The reason? I knew Giorgio was coming to Bali (he kinda, moved down to Bali). And he hated, hated, hated, my long hair. So I bobbed them. To be honest, I cried, real hard when I did. Super hard. And I was in church. I went crazy :P My mom got so mad at me.

But people at church calmed me. They actually, comforted me by saying that my hair was great.

Kak Riri : "I thought you were somebody else! Why did you cut your hair? But it looks beautiful."

Kak Monic : "You cut your hair? But it's pretty!"

Kak Iis : "You look more fresh this way."

Kak Te : "I liked your longer hair more." *bad comment*

Moi : "It's good!"

Eki : "I liked the longer hair more."

Hosea : "Longer hair looked better."

Noel : "It's better shorter."

Mbak Yayuk : "So pretty! You look so pretty, I want to cut my hair that way."

Ncebby : "It's nice, much better than your messy long hair."

Dewi : "Looks more mature, prettier."

Mbak Yanik : "Looks better this way."

Daddy : "So sweet! Looks so pretty and it's bobbed!" *my dad sounds like a girl here... errr..."

Kak Erlin : "Wow, your new hair looks beautiful."

Okay, why do I post everything they said... But the friends at school were different...

Dewi : "Lha!? What happened to your hair? Why did you cut it?!"

Sinai : "Udah bagus panjang, then you cut it!?"

Diny : *Messes up my hair* "Aaaa! Are you stressed?! Why did you cut it?!"

Wanda : "I don't know you! Haha! Dora! Udah bagus panjang!" *again*

Dewa : "Are you stressed?! What did your husband do to you!?"

Ririn : "Lia! Are you stressed!?"

Fanny : "What happened to your hair!?"

Memet : *He said nothing, he just laughed at my hair.*

Ranny : "Cut your hair? Oo..."

Vitri : "You look sweet. Better this way, than your messy hair."

The next day I flew to Singapore for 3 days. Well, just for shopping and stuffs ♥ That was a lot of fun. When I got back, I met Giorgio on Saturday. We spent Saturday ninght in Kuta Carnival. We didn't buy anything, or sit on the table around Kuta Carnival. We sat on the beach (that was more crowded than usual at that time) and talked a lot.

Oh, we saw a shooting star! I made a wish, and he did too. As we were lying on the sands. Man, that night was so romantic, wasn't it?

This conversation happened when he was spending the night in my house, with his mom, as well. We were assembling his new bought skateboard.



Look at me and my new hair. WDYT?



I hoped Giorgio would say something about it. But? Zero.



That's it. Wow, what a guy. He's really not a sweet guy, but yeah.

I am nobody, I'm not perfect, I'm not that beautiful, but to know that I make him love me, I feel so special.

Yep, I miss you :)

Labels: meandme

What comes first to your mind when I say "Half Boyfriend"? A mixed blood guy? Or a half guy but half girl? Or maybe a boyfriend with only one side? Or maybe a boyfriend half time, but another time only a friend?

The last one might be the right answer for me. Maybe not "only a friend" but a "part time boyfriend". One time he can be my boyfriend, but then we'll act just like friends, closer friends, cousins maybe...

Last time I was watching Vampires Suck with him in my room, my daddy caught us hugging (only hugging!). He didn't want to show the relationship, but then he would put his head on my leap when everybody (my family) was around.

He just moved to Bali like, for some weeks. His school has started as well, and sometimes I find it hard to see him. Yes, he's got a cellphone, but he never calls me, or even texts me. Then why did he exchange numbers with me? I miss him like crazy now ♥ Although whenever we meet, it's only by the chance if my mom goes there to see his mom. I don't know how to see him by my own will.

I know he won't just pop in front of my house, since it's like 30 mins far from his house to my house (which costs taxicab a lot!). But it's also impossible for him to call me and ask me to come there. Yet, I don't know how to get there. Cars in my house are most times unavailable!

I haven't seen him in 4 days, and I'm going crazy now. I just want to see him, but he never calls me. I want to call him, but I'm afraid he'd ignore me (half boyfriend, remember?). For the first time I wish I could ride bike, so I could visit him now, no matter what.

This happened when we were heading to my friend's party...



Call me? Call me? Text me? Text me? Most times I wonder...

What kind of HALF boyfriend are you?

You never call me and you never text me. Then it pops up again. He never calls me and he never texts me? He's just a normal HALF boyfriend who definitely acts like one.

I'm sad :'( I miss him.



And this happened the last time...



Wow. My life is so dramatic.

Labels: love

TODAY! Haha. Today? Today, today... My days haven't been so great. I won the speech contest, and that's it. The next days I was stuck at home. Friday night I went nowhere, I was even home alone to "take care" of my house as if it would have escaped.

This Saturday? Ah, I can't tell. You know what's cool? My school ended earlier today. Sure, students shouldn't go to school on Saturdays but I still have school on Saturdays (and that sucks).

Bell rang at 10.30am. It was almost 12pm when I was on the way home from my dad's office, and Fanny YMed me saying she wanted to have a massage. We ended up making a plan to go to the spa together. So I called Griya Molek Spa, and told Fanny for the deal. Man that was cheap. Rp.150k for 3 hours chocolate treatment! Fanny simply agreed when I told her the deal.

Griya Molek Spa is really close to my house. Less than 2mins. When I got there, Fanny arrived less than 5mins.

"I just got here," I informed her.

So yeah, we had the 3hrs treatment and man that was good. I had the discount since I'm the member. Chocolate sensation, mmm I loved that spa.

Bad thing is, I couldn't spend Saturday night with Giorgio, since his father is here, so. I have to stay away, sort of. Errr, don't wanna talk about it. But I did meet him. Man he, was so adorable.

I miss his sharp cheek that he usually rubs upon mine :(

I can't see him until Monday, at least until his father goes back home. Ack, it's aching me. I miss him so bad, yeah I do, so what?!

It feels and sounds like I am so pathetic, lol. I just want to skip tomorrow and jump to Monday. I'm really hoping I can see him tomorrow, but... how? :(

I keep telling myself to sleep earlier, like this I skip the time. But in fact I keep being awake, that is so stupid. Please blog, make me stop. I gotta sleep :'(:'(

Labels: love, sad

Yup, I love doing this one! :) :)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Dynamite (Taio Cruz)

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah (Miley Cyrus)

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
Distance (OST-Naruto)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Jump (Flo Rida Ft. Nelly Furtado)

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Killa (Cherish)

WHAT DO YOUR EXES THINK OF YOU?
What Them Girls Like (Ludacris)

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Bigger Than Us (Hannah Montana)

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
Peacock (Katy Perry)

Okay, this is... Hahaha whatever, it's so funny! =P

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Above All (Nikita)

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Never Think (Robert Pattinson)

What the hell!?

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
Who Owns My Heart (Miley Cyrus)

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
As I Am (Hannah Montana)

COOL

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
He's Been Good (Franky S)

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Champagne Life (Ne-Yo)

What the...?

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE
Kiss It Goodbye (Hannah Montana)

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE:
Turn My Swag On (Soulja Boy)

HAPPY TIMES:
Who I Am (Nick Jonas)

SAD TIMES:
Crazier (Taylor Swift)

OMAGAH This is so so so true :'(((

EVERY DAY:
Ordinary Girl (Hannah Montana)

FOR TOMORROW:
The Meadow

:P:P

FOR YOU:
Been Here All Along (Hannah Montana)

:'( I miss you!

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Wherever I go (Hannah Montana)

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Headstrong (Ashley Tisdale)

WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
The Prayer (Nikita)

Now this is cool :P

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
The Way That I Love You (Ashanti)

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Humuhumunukunukuapua'a (Ashley Tisdale)

HOLY SHIT! This doesn't make sense! HAHAHA

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
Crawl (Chris Brown)

FAVOURITE PLACE?
Love Like This (Natasha Bedingfield)

Now this is COOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
No Air (Jordin Sparks Ft. Chris Brown)

HAHAHA

DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
If We Were A Movie (Hannah Montana)

WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
No One (Alicia Keys)

SONG THAT DESCRIBES MY SCHOOL PRINCIPAL:
Marry Me Bella

GAHAHAHAHAHHAA ROFL

WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
That's What You Get (Paramore)

HOW WILL I DIE?
Wherever I Go (Hannah Montana)

That is CREEPY.

THE SONG THAT YOU'LL PUT AS THE TITLE?
Fight For This Love (Cheryl Cole)

Now this is cool!

Labels: music

Yes, I am bored. So let's get it started. A survey about cellphone.

What is your current ringtone?
Taylor Swift - Speak Now :D

What is your current wallpaper?
My picture from the webcam :D

Do you own a picture phone?
Yeah

If so, what was the last picture you took?
Me and my friend having spa :P

Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says?
"He was waiting for you and you weren't there so he went back"

How many contacts do you have on your phone?
More than 2

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
Il mio madre.

What service do you have?
Three, jaringan babimu.

At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
Full, 5.

Who's on your speed dial numbers?
Nobody.

Do you have voicemail?
Don't use it.

How many contacts do you have that start with J- Who are they?
Only 2.

Who do you call the most?
My MOM.

How many text messages do you get a month?
I don't know!!

Can you send pictures?
Yes...

What are the first 2 digits to your number?
08

Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say?
"Where are you mom? I'm in hypermart already."

What about the 15th?
"Then when are we going to have dinner?"

Who's the last person that you called?
Didn't you ask? My mom, duh!

Last person that texted you?
Again, mom.

Last person you added to your contacts?
Can't remember...

How many minutes are on your plan?
What do you mean? =/

Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Caith Lynn.

Wanna give out your number?
No.

Labels: meandme

1. When was the last time you cried?
Last Saturday, I was dying to see him, lol. I get to emotional sometimes! :D

2. Have you ever faked sick?
Yeah, once when I was a kid, I was still in elementary school. My tummy hurt (a bit) but then I pretended that it was a big deal. Like this I didn't go to school.

3. What was the last lie you said?
I lied about... Hm... I lied that I didn't have to go to school, but I eventually went to school today.

4. Have you ever cried during a movie?
Yeah, the last time I cried over a move was years ago. It was TITANIC! ROFL.

5. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
My loveee ♥

6. Have you ever danced in the rain?
Sad, but no.

7. Have you ever been drunk?
Yeah, once. A year ago on a Kuta Carnival.

8. Have you ever tried tried drugs?
HELL NO. And I will NEVER EVER try it, for the rest of my entire life, NO.

9. Do you smoke?
No, never even tried it.

10. What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
I... have no idea.

11. What is your full name?
Maria Natalia Girsang

12. What is your blood-type?
A

13. Have you ever been in a car accident?
No, but has my car been in a car accident? Yes, it has. In fact it's being hospitalized in the workshop :( Dunno how long it's gonna take. They said it'd take a month, ahhh. It's devastating me, lol.

14. How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
Just they way this number says =P 14.

15. Who was your first kiss?
My boyfriend.

16. Have you ever had an online relationship?
Haha yeah sort of, I gotta admit. And that was stupid.

17. Have you ever had phone-sex?
Not answering.

18. Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
Funny, no.

19. What is your favourite sport to play?
Hoola hoop!

20. Have you ever made a prank phone call?
Yeah, haha that was fun! :P

21. Have you ever said
This question seems to be corrupted...

22. What's your favourite childhood memory?
Ah! I was in a photo booth with this kid (that I happen to love now) and we took a real cute picture. He kissed my cheek, lol that was to sweet!

23. Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
Of course. Not telling what. Too many things. But I started to be wise, I don't want to regret anything, actually :)

24. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A mom with a job as an IT.

Oh I'm so bored. It's my parents' 24th anniversary today, but I don't know why they're sleeping now! GAH! No celebration? That sucks.

And I've started to miss him.... :'(

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Haha, I just got a message from the committee of the speech competition I joined in earlier today :)

I won the first place!!!!

AGAIN!

Two years in a row XD YAY! I'm soooo excited!! xD Thanks for all who has been supporting me :3 Yeah, thanks a bunch to my Lord Jesus, He's the one who made me through it all! :D I knew I was gonna win, actually. Haha. Two years in a row! Bam! Yay! :D

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Well, days, maybe weeks ago, like the beginning of this October, I had a Story Telling contest. That day, Giorgio accompanied me! Yay! =D He pinky-promised me and I demanded that on him...

This also happened when we were waiting in the garden (that we had no key to enter the house) for our moms...



Then eventually, he and his mom decided to spend the night in my house, haha. And yeah, he waited for me that day for 6 hours! Man he was so bored and like, o.O But I really appreciated that although I didn't win. I didn't do my best, I knew I wouldn't win and I figured out now that story telling isn't my thing. Ugh, you should have seen how those girls brought the story. Dramatic! I went with my own way with slipping "stupid" words in my story, haha. Giorgio taped it and when I got my turn, he was like, "OMG, I promised you movie if you did well, and you went stupid stupid." That kinda disappointed him, but I wasn't into it.

Well, when last Sunday I told him I was having a speech contest for today...



Haha that was so funny. Well I did great, super great today :D I think I'm winning the first place again (last year I also won the first place :D:D). He didn't accompany me :( I hoped he had been there and said, "YOU WIN!" when I got back to my set. But yeah, that was pretty epic. Haha I know I win! God always helps me!! :D

So yeah, what's up with you guys? My days, well they're getting better. I don't know what else I can write for now, lol.

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Hm... Is he thinking that he's a bad person? =/ I mean like, he doesn't want me to find someone else, but he thinks that's better for me... The other day when we were in the car he asked me if I found another guy...



3 days ago was our nephews, Aldo Aldi's 8th birthday. We were sitting at the table downstairs in McD. I was with Noel too, our another cousin.



And when I was taking him home, in the car, he put his head on my leap. He started speaking again, he started wanting me to find another guy. But he still grabbed my hand, like talking was really easy for him.

"I don't want you to find another guy. It's what I think is better for you," He told me.

He started mentioning about his friends I might like, but I said no. I held his hand, but then he released it. He walked out the car, he didn't even turn at me. He knew I didn't want to let him go. Stupid him. He didn't even turn at me.

Oh, yeah. The worst day. That day my car got an accident. My sister was driving, with 4 more adults, and 1 year old baby, and 3 years old toddler. The car was running slow, but another car crashed onto it from the left side. It was so hard that my car lost its balance, then it went right-side down! Can you believe it? With 2 babies inside it! My sister panicked as well, but thank You Lord no one got hurt! Well, my sister got hurt a bit. She got some scars on her right hand, but no big deal.

The man who crashed our car had to pay the damage. Well, he's a poor guy, so he had to sell his motorbike. What could we do?! He was wrong, he had to pay for it. Don't do the crime, if you can't do the time! Haha! =P

Back to the topic. So today, it's Saturday. I supposed he was about to spend the night at my house. I was in his house, his mom was preparing to sleep in my house because she's going to the church tomorrow.

He showed me some gesture that asked me to sleep there! I was like, O.o Are you crazy? I don't want my mom to kill me! But he insisted me, and he even told his mom! His mom was like, no, ask her mom.

So yeah, he asked my mom, a simply sentence: "Can she stay here?" And of course my mom said no. So he's kinda sleeping along is his 30 mins far away house from mine :( Dammit. But yeah, I'm going to his house tomorrow morning :)

I don't get it. It's really hard for me when I don't see him. He never texts or calls me. Well, he called me once, asking his own mom's number!! He ever told me once that he was like the weather, he always changed. I know it, and I think he wants me for now :) I think that's kind of stupid, huh? Because sometimes he wants me to find another guy, then he's the one who wants to stay with me =/ Eh, I gotta figure it out with him Dx

I insisted him to come to my house too as well, but he said he had to do his homework... And something else. Haha. Something that's really important, since he's sick :(

How do I know it now. I don't get what he wants. Like today in the car he put his head on my leap again while we were on the way. He wanted to kiss me, but I said no (hell there was my mom!).

But yeah, I think tomorrow I gotta talk a lot with him :) So wish me luck! Love you guys :* :D

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I got bobbed ♥ ! I cut my hair last September. That Monday 26th, to be more specific. The reason? I knew Giorgio was coming to Bali (he kinda, moved down to Bali). And he hated, hated, hated, my long hair. So I bobbed them. To be honest, I cried, real hard when I did. Super hard. And I was in church. I went crazy :P My mom got so mad at me.

But people at church calmed me. They actually, comforted me by saying that my hair was great.

Kak Riri : "I thought you were somebody else! Why did you cut your hair? But it looks beautiful."

Kak Monic : "You cut your hair? But it's pretty!"

Kak Iis : "You look more fresh this way."

Kak Te : "I liked your longer hair more." *bad comment*

Moi : "It's good!"

Eki : "I liked the longer hair more."

Hosea : "Longer hair looked better."

Noel : "It's better shorter."

Mbak Yayuk : "So pretty! You look so pretty, I want to cut my hair that way."

Ncebby : "It's nice, much better than your messy long hair."

Dewi : "Looks more mature, prettier."

Mbak Yanik : "Looks better this way."

Daddy : "So sweet! Looks so pretty and it's bobbed!" *my dad sounds like a girl here... errr..."

Kak Erlin : "Wow, your new hair looks beautiful."

Okay, why do I post everything they said... But the friends at school were different...

Dewi : "Lha!? What happened to your hair? Why did you cut it?!"

Sinai : "Udah bagus panjang, then you cut it!?"

Diny : *Messes up my hair* "Aaaa! Are you stressed?! Why did you cut it?!"

Wanda : "I don't know you! Haha! Dora! Udah bagus panjang!" *again*

Dewa : "Are you stressed?! What did your husband do to you!?"

Ririn : "Lia! Are you stressed!?"

Fanny : "What happened to your hair!?"

Memet : *He said nothing, he just laughed at my hair.*

Ranny : "Cut your hair? Oo..."

Vitri : "You look sweet. Better this way, than your messy hair."

The next day I flew to Singapore for 3 days. Well, just for shopping and stuffs ♥ That was a lot of fun. When I got back, I met Giorgio on Saturday. We spent Saturday ninght in Kuta Carnival. We didn't buy anything, or sit on the table around Kuta Carnival. We sat on the beach (that was more crowded than usual at that time) and talked a lot.

Oh, we saw a shooting star! I made a wish, and he did too. As we were lying on the sands. Man, that night was so romantic, wasn't it?

This conversation happened when he was spending the night in my house, with his mom, as well. We were assembling his new bought skateboard.



Look at me and my new hair. WDYT?



I hoped Giorgio would say something about it. But? Zero.



That's it. Wow, what a guy. He's really not a sweet guy, but yeah.

I am nobody, I'm not perfect, I'm not that beautiful, but to know that I make him love me, I feel so special.

Yep, I miss you :)

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What comes first to your mind when I say "Half Boyfriend"? A mixed blood guy? Or a half guy but half girl? Or maybe a boyfriend with only one side? Or maybe a boyfriend half time, but another time only a friend?

The last one might be the right answer for me. Maybe not "only a friend" but a "part time boyfriend". One time he can be my boyfriend, but then we'll act just like friends, closer friends, cousins maybe...

Last time I was watching Vampires Suck with him in my room, my daddy caught us hugging (only hugging!). He didn't want to show the relationship, but then he would put his head on my leap when everybody (my family) was around.

He just moved to Bali like, for some weeks. His school has started as well, and sometimes I find it hard to see him. Yes, he's got a cellphone, but he never calls me, or even texts me. Then why did he exchange numbers with me? I miss him like crazy now ♥ Although whenever we meet, it's only by the chance if my mom goes there to see his mom. I don't know how to see him by my own will.

I know he won't just pop in front of my house, since it's like 30 mins far from his house to my house (which costs taxicab a lot!). But it's also impossible for him to call me and ask me to come there. Yet, I don't know how to get there. Cars in my house are most times unavailable!

I haven't seen him in 4 days, and I'm going crazy now. I just want to see him, but he never calls me. I want to call him, but I'm afraid he'd ignore me (half boyfriend, remember?). For the first time I wish I could ride bike, so I could visit him now, no matter what.

This happened when we were heading to my friend's party...



Call me? Call me? Text me? Text me? Most times I wonder...

What kind of HALF boyfriend are you?

You never call me and you never text me. Then it pops up again. He never calls me and he never texts me? He's just a normal HALF boyfriend who definitely acts like one.

I'm sad :'( I miss him.



And this happened the last time...



Wow. My life is so dramatic.

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