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Oct 23, 2010 @ 11:42 PM | LinkHow Do I Know It ? Hm... Is he thinking that he's a bad person? =/ I mean like, he doesn't want me to find someone else, but he thinks that's better for me... The other day when we were in the car he asked me if I found another guy... Him : "So what's up?" Me : "Yeah, yesterday was the worst day ever." Him : "Oh, the car crash?" Me : "Yeah, and more than that too." Him : "So... found a boyfriend?" Me : *frowned at him* "No. I've told you twice, now I'm saying now. Why do you keep on asking me that?" Him : "I'll keep asking you that until you die." *laughs* 3 days ago was our nephews, Aldo Aldi's 8th birthday. We were sitting at the table downstairs in McD. I was with Noel too, our another cousin. Him : "So, you have a boyfriend?" *I didn't answer* *Noel and I stared at each other and laughed sometimes* Me : "Kenza." *I mentioned Noel's possible crush Noel : "Noo!" Me : "Why no!?" *I was irritated. See, Kenza is a lovely girl!* Him : "Kenza? Who's Kenza? Is he Japanese?" *I just laughed and Noel didn't understand since he doesn't speak English* Me : "Cakep tu!" Him : "Who's this guy? Are you serious with this guy?" Me : "Pfft, goblok, dia pikir Kenza itu cowokku." *I told Noel that he thought that Kenza was my boyfriend* *Noel laughed with me* Him : "I'm asking you, I'm not jealous. Are you serious with this guy?" Me : "What guy?! Kenza is a girl!" And when I was taking him home, in the car, he put his head on my leap. He started speaking again, he started wanting me to find another guy. But he still grabbed my hand, like talking was really easy for him. "I don't want you to find another guy. It's what I think is better for you," He told me. He started mentioning about his friends I might like, but I said no. I held his hand, but then he released it. He walked out the car, he didn't even turn at me. He knew I didn't want to let him go. Stupid him. He didn't even turn at me. Oh, yeah. The worst day. That day my car got an accident. My sister was driving, with 4 more adults, and 1 year old baby, and 3 years old toddler. The car was running slow, but another car crashed onto it from the left side. It was so hard that my car lost its balance, then it went right-side down! Can you believe it? With 2 babies inside it! My sister panicked as well, but thank You Lord no one got hurt! Well, my sister got hurt a bit. She got some scars on her right hand, but no big deal. The man who crashed our car had to pay the damage. Well, he's a poor guy, so he had to sell his motorbike. What could we do?! He was wrong, he had to pay for it. Don't do the crime, if you can't do the time! Haha! =P Back to the topic. So today, it's Saturday. I supposed he was about to spend the night at my house. I was in his house, his mom was preparing to sleep in my house because she's going to the church tomorrow. He showed me some gesture that asked me to sleep there! I was like, O.o Are you crazy? I don't want my mom to kill me! But he insisted me, and he even told his mom! His mom was like, no, ask her mom. So yeah, he asked my mom, a simply sentence: "Can she stay here?" And of course my mom said no. So he's kinda sleeping along is his 30 mins far away house from mine :( Dammit. But yeah, I'm going to his house tomorrow morning :) I don't get it. It's really hard for me when I don't see him. He never texts or calls me. Well, he called me once, asking his own mom's number!! He ever told me once that he was like the weather, he always changed. I know it, and I think he wants me for now :) I think that's kind of stupid, huh? Because sometimes he wants me to find another guy, then he's the one who wants to stay with me =/ Eh, I gotta figure it out with him Dx I insisted him to come to my house too as well, but he said he had to do his homework... And something else. Haha. Something that's really important, since he's sick :( How do I know it now. I don't get what he wants. Like today in the car he put his head on my leap again while we were on the way. He wanted to kiss me, but I said no (hell there was my mom!). But yeah, I think tomorrow I gotta talk a lot with him :) So wish me luck! Love you guys :* :D Labels: love back to top |