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Summer for you, not for me. In Indonesia there's only A MONTH holiday. Not a three months holiday. It sucks, I know. But you know, I've got nothing to do these days. My family from Lombok just came here last Saturday and they all have gone back home last Tuesday.

What do I do? I wake up late, I go to my dad's office, I download stuffs, I won't feel my feet and I will look terrible because I'm on my laptop the hole day, I go home, I get sleepy and I watch something, then I'm on my laptop again until late, my sister is watching the FIFA World Cup (man I'm so disappointed that Italy lost last night!!!) And all I know that it's late, really late! I'll say, "Oh, I didn't realize!" and then I go to sleep and the day repeats.

But today I woke up late, my daddy just left me. And I'm home from the morning until now, 4pm. I haven't taken a bath, I haven't made up my bed, and I really need to wash my hair! Guess what? I'm not doing any of it. I'm just going with what my body wants, laziness.

For heaven's sake, this "HOLY"day is so boring. I need someone here to be with me, someone I miss. I really need him now, right now! RIGHT HERE.

Labels: school

Am I used? Sometimes I feel like I am. My friends ask me to do this, do that, do this, do that, but there are times I feel like they ignore me, like what I've done to them was nothing. Just nothing.

Once I thought, "okay I'll help them, maybe they'll be nice to me". Guess what?! THEY WERE! But then they ignored me again. What kind of friend are they??

I can't deny that I'm being used. I'm tired of it, I want to stop helping people. Fyi, I love helping people, for something I can do, and I love to do.

Help them on exam? No problem! English, Japanese, Computer, they come to me. Ask my help. I never mind helping.

Do their homeworks? Done! Anything computer, anything English, anything Japanese, I'll help. Make a poster? Done. Make a page with html? Done.

Help them with internet? I love this. Designing their twitters' backgrounds. Resize their pictures, change the colors, I love doing that. Blog? Web template? No problemo!

Download songs and videos for them? Anytime! What do they want? Justin Bieber? Lady Gaga? I'll download them for YOU. I'll convert it, send it to your phone. ALL YOURS.

Take you somewhere? Not a big deal. I can deal with my sister for the car, then let's go. Where do you want to go?

Treat you something? As long as I have money. I don't ask the money back when they "borrow" it from me.

Things for their phones? I do it! They want what? Applications? I just go googling and start downloading. Twitter? Yahoo! Messenger? Anything!

But what do I get?? WHAT??? Ignorance? YES. Ignorance is my new best friend. I love helping people, when it comes to something I love doing (just what I mentioned above).

Am I USED?? Sometimes I think so. They don't think what I've done to them. A little fault can be a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIGGEST mistake ever. Everything I do is WRONG.

You know guys?? I SHOULDN'T HAVE HELPED YOU. But I can't help it. I love helping and giving. In fact I'm given a lot by God. And it's better to give than to be given right?? Give to be given!!

I don't care, how many times I should help, I should give. I know God never leaves me for what I'm going through. He knows what I'm facing, what my friends are sometimes like. When they're being ungrateful, when they leave me, when they ignore me.

Listen, I'm NOT talking about one of my friends, I'm talking about all my friends. Who is reading. I'm still willing to help you, really. Whatever you need just ask, I'll help, I'll give, as long as I can do it.

Because God gives everything I need, I don't need my revenge to stop helping you guys. Come whenever you need me, dump me whenever you don't. I don't do something wrong. God is always fair to everyone.

Yes, this is a statement about how disappointed I am. Go to "translate" if you don't get what I mean.

Labels: sad

AAAHHH I'm so happy AND RELIEVED today ! okay so .. today . we were taking our report cards .. they decided whether we're going to 12th grade or not .. I was so anxious because there are way TOO MANY LESSONS . ugh . and I'm afraid on history ..

I had been anxious for days .. I couldn't sleep last night thinking about what would happen today . then I decided to go to school .. I wasn't wearing my uniform .. I only wore my skirt .. and then when my teacher was giving me the report , another teacher said that I couldn't get it unless I wore my uniform .. ahh , that was my history teacher .. she TALKS A LOT . my 10th grade's Indonesian teacher also added that I should have changed my clothes first .

GRRRR ..

So I went back home and changed my top immediately and got back to school as soon as I possibly could . I raced on the road since I was driving so crazy . and I made it ON TIME

My teacher was about to leave and I stopped him !! AAAAH~ finally I could get my report card .. I was so relieved , I still am :D There are two students who don't pass 11th grade . phew . I'm so relieved I'm NOT ONE OF THEM . two of my friends told me that I was one of them . GRRR they played on me .

Well , I'm a senior now , and not proud of it actually . I still want to repeat sophomore year :'( gonna miss my friends .

Love ya , L .

Labels: school

I get a feeling that there must be people that think I am a spoiled kid. Well, I guess I was. Since I'm the youngest in my family. When I was a kid, I was so spoiled. My daddy even said that I was his favorite kid. Every time I had fight with my brother, my daddy always defended on me. He always played with me, well, he still does.

I have a close relationship with my daddy up until now. But I'm not a 9-year-old kid anymore. I grew up and it's hard for me now to be mature, but I'm trying on it.

People who look at me may think that I'm a rich person, since I've traveled overseas, I have an iPhone, and I drive car, or everything, but... I am not. I am just blessed. I get everything from God, He gives me a lot.

I don't just ask for something and my parents are always there to give me. I make every effort. I pray, I ask to God. I try to behave, I try to control myself.



I don't get everything easily, but when my friend tells me something about what she has, I'm like "wow, she gets everything so easily". But I'm not like that. They may think I get everything so easily, but I just don't.

So, I'm still a wishing kid. I wish for things I want, I don't just get it. Maybe I was a spoiled kid, but trust me I'm still developing the real mature me.

Labels: meandme

This is what I wrote last night, after I watched MTV Movie Award :



LOL . I was wayyy to excited last night :3 Just so you know . haha . I guess the blockquote above explains it .

Labels: random

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH . No time no blogging for sure :p well i was quite busy busy busy . no , not busy just lazy to update my blog . I had some project that I abandoned , and then I'm working on one I shouldn't tell anyone hahaha sounds weird eh ? :P

So , I'm just updating ..

Yesterday was a nyaloning day if you possibly understand what that means . yesterday we were supposed to go on a spa yeah . Spa here is SO NOT EXPENSIVE . well , I can tell . like later , okay ? haha :p

It began from my friend , Youween said she wanted to have a massage . and then my sister Kak Iis replied she would like to join . and then she asked us to come with them ..

I asked my sister (my real one , my sibling) to join .. and we took off from Youween's place like at 13.00 . the first destination was Keraton Spa . the place wasn't so great , but it was fine . unfortunately we didn't make a reservation so we couldn't have a place for the spa .

The next destination was Moe's spa ; the place where she usually goes . the guy said it was available for 5 (there were 5 of us) but when we got there they said the place was full :[

We were so tired and confused . it was so far from Keraton to another spa . And then my sister called Today's , the place i suggested . but it was full too . my sister then called another 2 places but none were available .

And then I remembered a spa place , 3 minutes by car from my home , close to my friend's house . sometimes I visit her and when I go home I pass that spa . I thought it wasn't a good place but once I saw it , it was very nice place :) I suggested to go there ..

Voila ! Yay ! the place was available . but only for 4 people . so my sibling decided to go home and she'd pick up us again . our home is not far from the spa , remember ? the place is so niceeeeeee . and the price was amazingly cheap . Rp70.000 for a 1,5 hour spa ! it's about US$7-US$8 . so cheap huh ?

And 50% discount on Monday till Wednesday from 9 am to 2 pm . it's only Rp.150.000 for a 3 hours chocolate sensation spa :D aaaaaah~ wait . i mean it's Rp.75.000 because it's 50% right ? :P

We finally had an amazing place to spa . i was genius that i remembered that place :P we are SURE we'll come back again . hahhaha :D

Labels: random

Summer for you, not for me. In Indonesia there's only A MONTH holiday. Not a three months holiday. It sucks, I know. But you know, I've got nothing to do these days. My family from Lombok just came here last Saturday and they all have gone back home last Tuesday.

What do I do? I wake up late, I go to my dad's office, I download stuffs, I won't feel my feet and I will look terrible because I'm on my laptop the hole day, I go home, I get sleepy and I watch something, then I'm on my laptop again until late, my sister is watching the FIFA World Cup (man I'm so disappointed that Italy lost last night!!!) And all I know that it's late, really late! I'll say, "Oh, I didn't realize!" and then I go to sleep and the day repeats.

But today I woke up late, my daddy just left me. And I'm home from the morning until now, 4pm. I haven't taken a bath, I haven't made up my bed, and I really need to wash my hair! Guess what? I'm not doing any of it. I'm just going with what my body wants, laziness.

For heaven's sake, this "HOLY"day is so boring. I need someone here to be with me, someone I miss. I really need him now, right now! RIGHT HERE.

Labels: school

Am I used? Sometimes I feel like I am. My friends ask me to do this, do that, do this, do that, but there are times I feel like they ignore me, like what I've done to them was nothing. Just nothing.

Once I thought, "okay I'll help them, maybe they'll be nice to me". Guess what?! THEY WERE! But then they ignored me again. What kind of friend are they??

I can't deny that I'm being used. I'm tired of it, I want to stop helping people. Fyi, I love helping people, for something I can do, and I love to do.

Help them on exam? No problem! English, Japanese, Computer, they come to me. Ask my help. I never mind helping.

Do their homeworks? Done! Anything computer, anything English, anything Japanese, I'll help. Make a poster? Done. Make a page with html? Done.

Help them with internet? I love this. Designing their twitters' backgrounds. Resize their pictures, change the colors, I love doing that. Blog? Web template? No problemo!

Download songs and videos for them? Anytime! What do they want? Justin Bieber? Lady Gaga? I'll download them for YOU. I'll convert it, send it to your phone. ALL YOURS.

Take you somewhere? Not a big deal. I can deal with my sister for the car, then let's go. Where do you want to go?

Treat you something? As long as I have money. I don't ask the money back when they "borrow" it from me.

Things for their phones? I do it! They want what? Applications? I just go googling and start downloading. Twitter? Yahoo! Messenger? Anything!

But what do I get?? WHAT??? Ignorance? YES. Ignorance is my new best friend. I love helping people, when it comes to something I love doing (just what I mentioned above).

Am I USED?? Sometimes I think so. They don't think what I've done to them. A little fault can be a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIGGEST mistake ever. Everything I do is WRONG.

You know guys?? I SHOULDN'T HAVE HELPED YOU. But I can't help it. I love helping and giving. In fact I'm given a lot by God. And it's better to give than to be given right?? Give to be given!!

I don't care, how many times I should help, I should give. I know God never leaves me for what I'm going through. He knows what I'm facing, what my friends are sometimes like. When they're being ungrateful, when they leave me, when they ignore me.

Listen, I'm NOT talking about one of my friends, I'm talking about all my friends. Who is reading. I'm still willing to help you, really. Whatever you need just ask, I'll help, I'll give, as long as I can do it.

Because God gives everything I need, I don't need my revenge to stop helping you guys. Come whenever you need me, dump me whenever you don't. I don't do something wrong. God is always fair to everyone.

Yes, this is a statement about how disappointed I am. Go to "translate" if you don't get what I mean.

Labels: sad

AAAHHH I'm so happy AND RELIEVED today ! okay so .. today . we were taking our report cards .. they decided whether we're going to 12th grade or not .. I was so anxious because there are way TOO MANY LESSONS . ugh . and I'm afraid on history ..

I had been anxious for days .. I couldn't sleep last night thinking about what would happen today . then I decided to go to school .. I wasn't wearing my uniform .. I only wore my skirt .. and then when my teacher was giving me the report , another teacher said that I couldn't get it unless I wore my uniform .. ahh , that was my history teacher .. she TALKS A LOT . my 10th grade's Indonesian teacher also added that I should have changed my clothes first .

GRRRR ..

So I went back home and changed my top immediately and got back to school as soon as I possibly could . I raced on the road since I was driving so crazy . and I made it ON TIME

My teacher was about to leave and I stopped him !! AAAAH~ finally I could get my report card .. I was so relieved , I still am :D There are two students who don't pass 11th grade . phew . I'm so relieved I'm NOT ONE OF THEM . two of my friends told me that I was one of them . GRRR they played on me .

Well , I'm a senior now , and not proud of it actually . I still want to repeat sophomore year :'( gonna miss my friends .

Love ya , L .

Labels: school

I get a feeling that there must be people that think I am a spoiled kid. Well, I guess I was. Since I'm the youngest in my family. When I was a kid, I was so spoiled. My daddy even said that I was his favorite kid. Every time I had fight with my brother, my daddy always defended on me. He always played with me, well, he still does.

I have a close relationship with my daddy up until now. But I'm not a 9-year-old kid anymore. I grew up and it's hard for me now to be mature, but I'm trying on it.

People who look at me may think that I'm a rich person, since I've traveled overseas, I have an iPhone, and I drive car, or everything, but... I am not. I am just blessed. I get everything from God, He gives me a lot.

I don't just ask for something and my parents are always there to give me. I make every effort. I pray, I ask to God. I try to behave, I try to control myself.



I don't get everything easily, but when my friend tells me something about what she has, I'm like "wow, she gets everything so easily". But I'm not like that. They may think I get everything so easily, but I just don't.

So, I'm still a wishing kid. I wish for things I want, I don't just get it. Maybe I was a spoiled kid, but trust me I'm still developing the real mature me.

Labels: meandme

This is what I wrote last night, after I watched MTV Movie Award :



LOL . I was wayyy to excited last night :3 Just so you know . haha . I guess the blockquote above explains it .

Labels: random

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH . No time no blogging for sure :p well i was quite busy busy busy . no , not busy just lazy to update my blog . I had some project that I abandoned , and then I'm working on one I shouldn't tell anyone hahaha sounds weird eh ? :P

So , I'm just updating ..

Yesterday was a nyaloning day if you possibly understand what that means . yesterday we were supposed to go on a spa yeah . Spa here is SO NOT EXPENSIVE . well , I can tell . like later , okay ? haha :p

It began from my friend , Youween said she wanted to have a massage . and then my sister Kak Iis replied she would like to join . and then she asked us to come with them ..

I asked my sister (my real one , my sibling) to join .. and we took off from Youween's place like at 13.00 . the first destination was Keraton Spa . the place wasn't so great , but it was fine . unfortunately we didn't make a reservation so we couldn't have a place for the spa .

The next destination was Moe's spa ; the place where she usually goes . the guy said it was available for 5 (there were 5 of us) but when we got there they said the place was full :[

We were so tired and confused . it was so far from Keraton to another spa . And then my sister called Today's , the place i suggested . but it was full too . my sister then called another 2 places but none were available .

And then I remembered a spa place , 3 minutes by car from my home , close to my friend's house . sometimes I visit her and when I go home I pass that spa . I thought it wasn't a good place but once I saw it , it was very nice place :) I suggested to go there ..

Voila ! Yay ! the place was available . but only for 4 people . so my sibling decided to go home and she'd pick up us again . our home is not far from the spa , remember ? the place is so niceeeeeee . and the price was amazingly cheap . Rp70.000 for a 1,5 hour spa ! it's about US$7-US$8 . so cheap huh ?

And 50% discount on Monday till Wednesday from 9 am to 2 pm . it's only Rp.150.000 for a 3 hours chocolate sensation spa :D aaaaaah~ wait . i mean it's Rp.75.000 because it's 50% right ? :P

We finally had an amazing place to spa . i was genius that i remembered that place :P we are SURE we'll come back again . hahhaha :D

Labels: random

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