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After got back from my Oma's funeral to Bali, I got sick after swimming with my cousins. I caught flu and my head was a little bit dizzy.

On Wednesday morning I couldn't go to school because I overslept and the journey from Lombok to Bali didn't give me enough sleep.

After three days off from school, I decided to go to school on Thursday, although I wasn't feeling good. I had two tests coming up that day. Really wanted to go home as soon as possible because I had to rest.

Then I took a nap for 7 hours!!!! o.O I was also like... O M G when I woke up. It was 9.30pm already!

I thought I was already fine, but the next day my head was still dizzy a bit. Since I had taken 3 days off school, I had to go to school no matter what. It wasn't so hard.

When I had to rest down again, I realized I took the wrong medicine. It made my heart beat like a train and it was hard to sleep.

Today would be Saraswati Day so I had no school for today. My Big Cell Crew told me we'd go to the beach. I had been missing beach, the water, and buh-buh-buh-bikini.

I met my friend and had fun on Balangan Beach :) Details l8r!

Labels: holidays

She eventually did. I'm in Lombok right now, sitting in an internet center that belongs to Mamik (my uncle, the husband of my daddy's older sister, Mami Tet). I have no idea where Mamik and Mami Tet are, but they're giving me free internet, YAY!

I just got back from Oma's funeral. It was raining, like the earth was also sad of Oma being gone.

After posting the last post, informing that Oma was dying, she died at 4pm that Sunday. I cried when I read the text from my daddy that said, "Oma has gone." I was in church, having a service. I was on the front row, all alone, because I was late (I know, :P). Then I cried, because I had no chance of seeing her anymore.

We left Bali this morning, at 2am, and got to Lombok at 8am. I saw Oma and she looked really great, she smiled, she looked as if she was praying.

I'm so HAPPY that Oma has gone, she's now next to God and Opung :) I can't imagine how happy Oma is right now, I know she's in the BEST place right now. Thank You Lord that I had such a great Oma like her, and now You have put her in the better place.

It was really nice knowing you Oma, although sometimes I just can't still believe that you've already gone, but I know what's best for yaaaaa Oma ♥

The funeral went well although it was a wet funeral, lol.

Mmm, and Oma made me really happy already, because of something... Something I can't tell ♥ hoho but I promise I'll write when it happens =P It's like a dream coming true that God has answered my pray! Finally!

Do you know how it feels that you're way missing someone and the door is knocked and when you open the door it's someone you've been missing, coming and looking for you?

Well, YAAAAAAYYYYYY ♥ It how it feels! :D I'm so happy, so... TTYL ♥

Oh WAIT! Forgot to tell that I'm having my vacation in Lombok right now. I'm going to swim with my cousins tomorrow, I'm way excited. I had been missing my Lombok family, like the post I said about Milka and Oma? Yeah. Now I'm in Lombok and gonna use this chance to hang out with them more :)

Lois, Milka's little sister, is way so lovely. She clings onto me! She likes me! Yay! I love her very much, although Milka is yes, adorable too. I'm gonna post some pictures later, I'm just gonna enjoy my life here, tehe.

Mamik and Mama Tet have been great. We just actually had dinner, with Noel too, my 'citcut' funny cousin. I love living surrounded by my big family, I wish I could spend more holiday, hanging out with them some more =D

Labels: family, sad

My oma is dyinggggggggg TT_TT I MISS HER SO BAD. I weeped when my daddy said that she might not be alive again up tonight. She has been hospitalized for 4 days, and I cried. My daddy's now talking about the funeral...

The other night I couldn't sleep because of Oma... I knew that she wasn't going to be well. But I know Heaven is the best place for Oma. But I want to talk to her before she died...

Last time I saw Oma, she looked fine. Days ago the Girsangs were making fun of her on facebook. I'm glad that I went to Lombok last August.

My Oma collapsed and she's about to die. Everyone's expecting it, and the doctor says there's no more chance.

I'm going to Lombok, tonight. Or tomorrow morning maybe. I wanna see her before she dies. Please God, just call her tomorrow, not tonight, I still wanna see her so bad :'( And him too as well lol. Him, not You.

Labels: family, sad

I'm on the beach right now. Kuta beach! Yay! No, I'm not a tourist wanting to get my skin tanned. I'm a tan already :)

I never went to this beach like for a year. Yeah I've been to Kuta a lot, but not to the beach. The last time I was here, I was with Giorgio.

People might think why could a little girl like me be alone on Kuta Beach with a book by Miley Cyrus? I have no idea too.

I drove all alone along Imam Bonjol, and I cried when the road reminded me so much of him. It was more painful when I could feel the emptiness, yet I couldn't release the tears.

It was pretty crowded in Kuta Square, but it wasn't so crowded on the road by the beach. I parked my car, and I strolled along the beach.

I actually don't wanna get wet. And the setting is just PERFECT! Not so many Indonesians, and the beach is not crowded. I can only see bules.

Well, not so bule.

I'm glad that the Idul Fitri holiday has ended so it wasn't so crowded down the road.

I'm gonna relax and enjoy myself down the not-so-hot-and-burning sun :)

Yes, I hope he was here with me and the tought and REALITY made me sad all the way here, until my tears finally fell. That felt great although I'm still missing him so bad.

The idea of going here just popped up in class earlier. Now I can't believe I am here missing him.

I'll leave in 30 minutes haha. Going to Nia's house and we're gonna rock on with big cell \m/

Labels: sad

I finally hung out with my friends again. Youween and Rio are visiting for Idul Fitri, so we used last night to hang out with Big Cell. Moi is out to Blitar, so she couldn't join last night.

There were 7 of us. We planned to go to Kak Iis's before leaving at 6. In fact, I got there waaay earlier. It wasn't even 6. My sister took me there, but since Kak Iis wasn't home, I waited in Eki's house, nearby.

I talked to Tante Nita (Eki's mom) that evening. Eki hadn't taken a bath so he was enjoying himself in the bathroom.

After some waitings, Rio and Dedek finally came to pick us up. They were already with Youween.

That night was fine. We rushed to Galleri to see Killers. It was 6.48 when we reached Bay Pass. We wandered if we could get there, since my sister told me there's be some traffic along Bay Pass. But we got to Galleri when it was 7pm exactly.

Killers was starting at 7pm o'clock! So we rushed down the car to buy the tickets. We stood by the booth to decide the seat. Eventually we bought tickets for 7 in a row in H.

After buying the ticket, we rushed into the movie.

"Just in time," the woman told us.

We were seated and the movie was starting already. We weren't really late for that.

Killers was pretty good, not epic, but Ashton Kutcher made it all! He was such a hottie babe.

Watching that night wasn't actually really fun for me, since every time I turned I saw Dedek and Rio next to me, not a boyfriend that I could kiss -____-"

I wondered if HE was there with me. I was missing him as I still am :( In fact, we never watched movie together. Well yeah that was in my house, not in a theater.. I wish he was there, so every time I turned, there'd be a guy that would turn back at me and then smooooch :*

Well we went to Gokong after the movie and had dinner. It was awesome. I was happy that I finally was hanging out with some friends again, instead of being home all day and yeah, weeping.

Thanks for the great night :)

Labels: friends

Well yeah I've been missing someone so bad these days, and every time I go, I turn, wherever! Things always remind me of him. These are things that make my heart stabbed and waaaay sad I could cry.

➟ My body (this makes sense)
➟ Blue-white towel I once tossed for him to use
➟ Mio bike
➟ Daddy's shirt that I lent for him
➟ My bathroom
➟ Morning in my room
➟ Seminyak
➟ Legian Street
➟ Clubs
➟ Justin Bieber's Baby or Somebody to Love (sorry Bieb for blaming you)
➟ Most of my clothes (I go 'this was the clothes I wore when...')
➟ Jayakarta Hotel
➟ POOLS
➟ Pictures of him and us
➟ Facebook
➟ TAXI CABS
➟ Hard Rock Hotel
➟ Yulia's Inn
➟ AIM on my iPhone
➟ Galleria Mall
➟ 21 Movie Galleria
➟ Some spots in my house
➟ Hannah Montana (I know, but yeah)
➟ McD
➟ Peter Chao

Well there's more. I avoid them, yeah because I don't want my heart to be torn again every time I'm reminded of him... I don't watch the episode of Hannah Montana I once saw with him. And when my iTunes on shuffle play "Baby" or "Somebody To Love", I change them. But I do still use that blue-white towel. Being reminded of him sometimes makes me happy, I could giggle and laugh, but sometimes it makes me cry too.

Labels: love

Last August, I went to Lombok to see my family :D Well, I had to see my dying Grandma (Oma). Actually my Oma looked just waaaay fine. Haha.

It was August 17th, the independence day of Indonesia. Lombok is an island next to Bali. So I got there with the ship. It was 7pm when I got there, and I was going home the next Wednesday earlier in the morning by plane -____-".

I spent the night in the church, it's a church house, it belongs to our family. My Oma lives there too as well. Oma can't stand up anymore, we need to help her even if she wants to make up her position. Oma can't play cards anymore.

Two years ago, Oma lived in Bali. Oma loved living in Bali :) We loved her too. My daddy has taken her twice to Singapore, and she was really delighted that she was taken there twice. Before we went to Singapore for the second time two years ago, Oma got sick. She collapsed! And we were like "OMG Oma can't go :'(" But the flight had been booked!

That Sunday my dad came to confront her. She cried! My daddy said, "The flight has been booked, but Mom's condition doesn't seem right." I was crying too as well! I loved Oma way too much.

But in the end! Oma was going! YAY! She just got better and better. When she collapsed, she got hospitalized for like days o.O Oma got back home to Lombok nearly December 2008.

Oma was my playmate. We played cards a lot. Oma once was so funny, because she flubbed a lot. When we were going back home from Singapore that night, we spent another night in Batam. We were so tired, we almost fell asleep when my Oma began to speak, "After we get to Bali, Oma wants to contol to doctor," And we laughed so hard. Oma said "contol" instead of "control" -____- That word means d.ck in Indonesian hahaha OMG Oma made us laugh so hard that night...

When I saw her last August, she couldn't remember me! Well, she hadn't seen me in 1,5 year. She thought I was Fian, my older brother. When I laughed, Oma was like, "Oh, a girl." Then I began speaking in Japanese with her. Oma was also my Japanese talking mate :) I guessed Oma remembered me, but she just couldn't remember my name! That was sad, haha.

Okay, the title doesn't refer to my Oma, because she is not 3 years old. I'm talking about my niece... Milka is my cousin's first daughter. Milka's grandpa, Om Lim, was really delighted to have Milka. I loved it when Om Lim made the milk for Milka lol. Milka looked so much like Om Lim! But Om Lim died like 3 years ago, Milka was months old.

As for me, before last August, the last time I went to Lombok was 2 years ago! Dang! I missed my family so much! I wanted to see them. Last time I saw Milka before last August, she just learnt to walk, and she was only a year old. I remember how she pissed on me two years ago -_____-"

I finally got a chance to see Milka. Now Milka has a little 9 months old sister :) Her name is Giselle, but she's called Lois. Well, I prefer to call her Giselle. Giselle is a lovely baby, real sweet and cute. But Milka?

I can't say that Milka is "cute" or "sweet". She's way muuuchhh more than that. She's beautiful! I kept staring at her that night, I played with her. Milka enjoyed watching so much. While she was watching, nothing could ever distract her -___- When the commercial started, she would play with me. She was a bit shy at first, but then she enjoyed playing and laughing with me :D

Milka really cared about Giselle! She would rub her head and kiss it. I was like "Ooohhh!" That was so sweeeeeettt to see them! Milka talked a lot! She could talk so much! I was surprised!

Milka has this curly hair. She's so very white. Her cheeks are chubby, and her lips are small. She has real beautiful smile when she smiles. Her eyes are big, and her eyelashes are long. She's waaaaaaaaay too beautiful for her age! OMG I miss her haha.

That night I was about to sleep. I was sleeping next to Angie. Angie's my cousin too, the little sister of Milka's dad. Milka came in in her pajama. She had a pen and a paper. Angie was on the phone, when Milka asked her to make "lupe lupe".

What she meant was "love". Then I put dots on the paper into a love shape. Milka played with my cellphone too, and she understood when I told her to tap on the sreen. She took pictures a lot. I was amazed. Milka is really beautiful and smart :) I love her.

I'm just dying to see my Lombok family. I want to see them moreeeeeeee.



Milka on the webcam showing off her teeth :D She looks cute here :3 AWWWW She's beautifuuuuulll adorable ! xD


Lol I laugh at this picture :3 Haha. Look at Milka! So funny! XD Oh and that's her mom next to her lol


I took this one from my phone :)

Labels: family

Mmm. This is a story about last August -____- Soooooooo I was going to the club with Giorgio. He stayed here for a month in Jayakarta Hotel.

It was Friday, my mom let me go. I was with my sister and Rama, her boyfriend, too. We went straight to Jayakarta Hotel to pick Giorgio up. Dang I was so sleepy. We weren't actually good =/ Like, I was having problem with him, we didn't really talk...

Then my sister wouldn't enter the club because Rama had something... I mean, Rama didn't want to club -____- So I enter Pappy's Club with Giorgio. Yeah, we only danced. I took nothing to drink as well :p Oh and I entered for free! YAY again for bule! Gee, everywhere is free with Giorgio next to me. Not that I mean he paid, but free literally =D

We got bored so we walked out the club. My sister called, asking to go home. WHAT THE HELL HEY !? I was actually mad at her, we just got there! She was waiting by the parking lot, which I had no idea where, because we took off on the road.

Actually I acted a bit nasty that night to Giorgio, since he stood me up once by facebook, UGH long story!!!!!!!! I was staring to my facebook all day, he wasn't there. He pinky promised me, he broke his own darn promise.

We entered another club to see some guys dancing, it wasn't so good. We ended up talking by the closed store nearby. He was also pissed off at my sister, because she was the one who asked to club, but she didn't even enter the club o.O

And my sister was even asking me to take a taxi home! My mom called, and I told her I was going home with Giorigo's bike. I didn't feel like talking so after informing that I hung up.

So finally Giorgio took me home with his bike, then my sister wasn't home. She was still waiting for me!!! WHAT THE!? I asked her to go home, she was M A D to me. Seriously mad. I ended up watching Precious with Giorgio in my room. Later my sister got home, after 30 minutes or less. She didn't talk to me, I wouldn't even turn to see her.

My mom entered my room and slept in my bed, she said that my sister was waaaayyy mad at me. She was sleeping in my mom's room o.O

Yeah finally after the long night Giorgio and I made up :) But then we didn't have some sleep -_____- I slept next to him, on the mattress I set up by the floor. My mom was like asking me to sleep next to her lol, "Lia sleep here!" I ignored her, she gave up.

I didn't fall asleep, so we just kept snuggling onto each other haha I loved that moment. Gee I miss him so bad :'( Yes, he has gone back to his country.

So I ditched on school finally. I finally slept with Giorgio, wait, I mean, sleeping. Yeahhh literally sleeping "zzzz". And then after 2,5 hours of sleeping I woke up, my sister was home, she was mad at me. She cried to me, she yelled at me. Giorgio felt bad, so we took a bath and left to his hotel.

After that, bad things kept on happening o.O So, just don't go to the club hahaha :p My sister wouldn't be roomies with me anymore, she moved her stuffs to another room. I kept feeling bad after that. And then problems with... mostly everyone. I hated those times...

Okay so it was a huge tragedy to go clubbing -_________- I shouldn't be in such place, haha =p I've figured out that club is not a place where I should be, where I belong? Lol. I'm a hardcore Christian, and yeaaahhh I understand that God doesn't want me to be there, to be tempted to sin -____-" I've sinned a lot, with Giorgio too as well. Club is described as satan's playground. You can get tempted to sin all the time. For me, yeah. It matters.

I don't wanna go to that place anymore. Although sometimes I think "I will be fine, I won't sin, I won't drink, I just wanna dance" I still think it's not right!!! Anything can happen! So I better stay away from FIRE haha :p

But at least I was happy the morning when I got back from the club ♥ That I could wake up next to Giorgio =D I was so happy that morning :') We played duma, we fooled around, we laughed, yeahhh kissed and hugged as well... I miss him so bad. BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD :'(

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Labels: love

AAAAAAAAHHHH~ I'm back to gurl.com :D I used to be an active member -__- then I changed my name haha ;D I miss being gurl so much :3

Well, it has changed a lot. I'm not really seeing the gurls I used to see -___-" haha but it's still fun =D This place holds so many things ! I remember telling them my precious time with my boyfriend back then one year ago :3 And how I was ECSTATIC that he was coming for Christmas =D But then he didn't come, because of his mom had the swine flu -___- dang it. Then I became so sad I couldn't talk in there anymore lol

I missed gurl so much :*

Hey peeps ! How was your summer ? I barely realized that my font is cute annoying hahahaa :p My summer was filled with nothing .. it was suddenly time for school again . I only had a month ! Going back to school again wasnt fun at first .. I was classed in XII IPA 4 . i thought it'd be fun , since my best friend was there too . but too bad, she wasnt sitting next to me ..

I finally decided to move to XII IPA 2.. that'd be the greatest decision I've made this year haha . Moving wasn't easy , I had to negotiate with Mr. Pius -_____- well, at least I made it ! I made them move too, actually haha :p

My current class is so much great . we laugh and we'll be playing cards on every break , or when there's no teacher :)

As in for summer love , it wasnt really great . My love did come , but the thing was so much complicated between me and him , his mom , my parents , and our family -_______- gee ..

Oh , and ... wait . I forget what I was saying ! well then , actually I forget how to blog , oh i remember now . yeah . i've been writing a "book" about my life story the past 2 years !! hahaha more like a love story and yeah =pp it's a biography , yes hahaha ..

Someone please remind me how to blog -______- but writing has been great with me since i've been doing my 'book' . its been 100 pages now :) i was inspired by MILEYYYY Cyrus xD hahaha ..

Well , catcha later :s

Labels: school

Oh, hey there guys. Haven't updated my blog in yearsssss (who cares !?) So here I am~ haha. For now, I'm still setting up my blog -____- had things to do with it, and its all set for now, but I gotta wait up until 48 hours :)

So what's been up with me ?! Days have been sosososo .. I'm gonna write something after this soooooooooooo see ya ! :D

Labels: random

After got back from my Oma's funeral to Bali, I got sick after swimming with my cousins. I caught flu and my head was a little bit dizzy.

On Wednesday morning I couldn't go to school because I overslept and the journey from Lombok to Bali didn't give me enough sleep.

After three days off from school, I decided to go to school on Thursday, although I wasn't feeling good. I had two tests coming up that day. Really wanted to go home as soon as possible because I had to rest.

Then I took a nap for 7 hours!!!! o.O I was also like... O M G when I woke up. It was 9.30pm already!

I thought I was already fine, but the next day my head was still dizzy a bit. Since I had taken 3 days off school, I had to go to school no matter what. It wasn't so hard.

When I had to rest down again, I realized I took the wrong medicine. It made my heart beat like a train and it was hard to sleep.

Today would be Saraswati Day so I had no school for today. My Big Cell Crew told me we'd go to the beach. I had been missing beach, the water, and buh-buh-buh-bikini.

I met my friend and had fun on Balangan Beach :) Details l8r!

Labels: holidays

She eventually did. I'm in Lombok right now, sitting in an internet center that belongs to Mamik (my uncle, the husband of my daddy's older sister, Mami Tet). I have no idea where Mamik and Mami Tet are, but they're giving me free internet, YAY!

I just got back from Oma's funeral. It was raining, like the earth was also sad of Oma being gone.

After posting the last post, informing that Oma was dying, she died at 4pm that Sunday. I cried when I read the text from my daddy that said, "Oma has gone." I was in church, having a service. I was on the front row, all alone, because I was late (I know, :P). Then I cried, because I had no chance of seeing her anymore.

We left Bali this morning, at 2am, and got to Lombok at 8am. I saw Oma and she looked really great, she smiled, she looked as if she was praying.

I'm so HAPPY that Oma has gone, she's now next to God and Opung :) I can't imagine how happy Oma is right now, I know she's in the BEST place right now. Thank You Lord that I had such a great Oma like her, and now You have put her in the better place.

It was really nice knowing you Oma, although sometimes I just can't still believe that you've already gone, but I know what's best for yaaaaa Oma ♥

The funeral went well although it was a wet funeral, lol.

Mmm, and Oma made me really happy already, because of something... Something I can't tell ♥ hoho but I promise I'll write when it happens =P It's like a dream coming true that God has answered my pray! Finally!

Do you know how it feels that you're way missing someone and the door is knocked and when you open the door it's someone you've been missing, coming and looking for you?

Well, YAAAAAAYYYYYY ♥ It how it feels! :D I'm so happy, so... TTYL ♥

Oh WAIT! Forgot to tell that I'm having my vacation in Lombok right now. I'm going to swim with my cousins tomorrow, I'm way excited. I had been missing my Lombok family, like the post I said about Milka and Oma? Yeah. Now I'm in Lombok and gonna use this chance to hang out with them more :)

Lois, Milka's little sister, is way so lovely. She clings onto me! She likes me! Yay! I love her very much, although Milka is yes, adorable too. I'm gonna post some pictures later, I'm just gonna enjoy my life here, tehe.

Mamik and Mama Tet have been great. We just actually had dinner, with Noel too, my 'citcut' funny cousin. I love living surrounded by my big family, I wish I could spend more holiday, hanging out with them some more =D

Labels: family, sad

My oma is dyinggggggggg TT_TT I MISS HER SO BAD. I weeped when my daddy said that she might not be alive again up tonight. She has been hospitalized for 4 days, and I cried. My daddy's now talking about the funeral...

The other night I couldn't sleep because of Oma... I knew that she wasn't going to be well. But I know Heaven is the best place for Oma. But I want to talk to her before she died...

Last time I saw Oma, she looked fine. Days ago the Girsangs were making fun of her on facebook. I'm glad that I went to Lombok last August.

My Oma collapsed and she's about to die. Everyone's expecting it, and the doctor says there's no more chance.

I'm going to Lombok, tonight. Or tomorrow morning maybe. I wanna see her before she dies. Please God, just call her tomorrow, not tonight, I still wanna see her so bad :'( And him too as well lol. Him, not You.

Labels: family, sad

I'm on the beach right now. Kuta beach! Yay! No, I'm not a tourist wanting to get my skin tanned. I'm a tan already :)

I never went to this beach like for a year. Yeah I've been to Kuta a lot, but not to the beach. The last time I was here, I was with Giorgio.

People might think why could a little girl like me be alone on Kuta Beach with a book by Miley Cyrus? I have no idea too.

I drove all alone along Imam Bonjol, and I cried when the road reminded me so much of him. It was more painful when I could feel the emptiness, yet I couldn't release the tears.

It was pretty crowded in Kuta Square, but it wasn't so crowded on the road by the beach. I parked my car, and I strolled along the beach.

I actually don't wanna get wet. And the setting is just PERFECT! Not so many Indonesians, and the beach is not crowded. I can only see bules.

Well, not so bule.

I'm glad that the Idul Fitri holiday has ended so it wasn't so crowded down the road.

I'm gonna relax and enjoy myself down the not-so-hot-and-burning sun :)

Yes, I hope he was here with me and the tought and REALITY made me sad all the way here, until my tears finally fell. That felt great although I'm still missing him so bad.

The idea of going here just popped up in class earlier. Now I can't believe I am here missing him.

I'll leave in 30 minutes haha. Going to Nia's house and we're gonna rock on with big cell \m/

Labels: sad

I finally hung out with my friends again. Youween and Rio are visiting for Idul Fitri, so we used last night to hang out with Big Cell. Moi is out to Blitar, so she couldn't join last night.

There were 7 of us. We planned to go to Kak Iis's before leaving at 6. In fact, I got there waaay earlier. It wasn't even 6. My sister took me there, but since Kak Iis wasn't home, I waited in Eki's house, nearby.

I talked to Tante Nita (Eki's mom) that evening. Eki hadn't taken a bath so he was enjoying himself in the bathroom.

After some waitings, Rio and Dedek finally came to pick us up. They were already with Youween.

That night was fine. We rushed to Galleri to see Killers. It was 6.48 when we reached Bay Pass. We wandered if we could get there, since my sister told me there's be some traffic along Bay Pass. But we got to Galleri when it was 7pm exactly.

Killers was starting at 7pm o'clock! So we rushed down the car to buy the tickets. We stood by the booth to decide the seat. Eventually we bought tickets for 7 in a row in H.

After buying the ticket, we rushed into the movie.

"Just in time," the woman told us.

We were seated and the movie was starting already. We weren't really late for that.

Killers was pretty good, not epic, but Ashton Kutcher made it all! He was such a hottie babe.

Watching that night wasn't actually really fun for me, since every time I turned I saw Dedek and Rio next to me, not a boyfriend that I could kiss -____-"

I wondered if HE was there with me. I was missing him as I still am :( In fact, we never watched movie together. Well yeah that was in my house, not in a theater.. I wish he was there, so every time I turned, there'd be a guy that would turn back at me and then smooooch :*

Well we went to Gokong after the movie and had dinner. It was awesome. I was happy that I finally was hanging out with some friends again, instead of being home all day and yeah, weeping.

Thanks for the great night :)

Labels: friends

Well yeah I've been missing someone so bad these days, and every time I go, I turn, wherever! Things always remind me of him. These are things that make my heart stabbed and waaaay sad I could cry.

➟ My body (this makes sense)
➟ Blue-white towel I once tossed for him to use
➟ Mio bike
➟ Daddy's shirt that I lent for him
➟ My bathroom
➟ Morning in my room
➟ Seminyak
➟ Legian Street
➟ Clubs
➟ Justin Bieber's Baby or Somebody to Love (sorry Bieb for blaming you)
➟ Most of my clothes (I go 'this was the clothes I wore when...')
➟ Jayakarta Hotel
➟ POOLS
➟ Pictures of him and us
➟ Facebook
➟ TAXI CABS
➟ Hard Rock Hotel
➟ Yulia's Inn
➟ AIM on my iPhone
➟ Galleria Mall
➟ 21 Movie Galleria
➟ Some spots in my house
➟ Hannah Montana (I know, but yeah)
➟ McD
➟ Peter Chao

Well there's more. I avoid them, yeah because I don't want my heart to be torn again every time I'm reminded of him... I don't watch the episode of Hannah Montana I once saw with him. And when my iTunes on shuffle play "Baby" or "Somebody To Love", I change them. But I do still use that blue-white towel. Being reminded of him sometimes makes me happy, I could giggle and laugh, but sometimes it makes me cry too.

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Last August, I went to Lombok to see my family :D Well, I had to see my dying Grandma (Oma). Actually my Oma looked just waaaay fine. Haha.

It was August 17th, the independence day of Indonesia. Lombok is an island next to Bali. So I got there with the ship. It was 7pm when I got there, and I was going home the next Wednesday earlier in the morning by plane -____-".

I spent the night in the church, it's a church house, it belongs to our family. My Oma lives there too as well. Oma can't stand up anymore, we need to help her even if she wants to make up her position. Oma can't play cards anymore.

Two years ago, Oma lived in Bali. Oma loved living in Bali :) We loved her too. My daddy has taken her twice to Singapore, and she was really delighted that she was taken there twice. Before we went to Singapore for the second time two years ago, Oma got sick. She collapsed! And we were like "OMG Oma can't go :'(" But the flight had been booked!

That Sunday my dad came to confront her. She cried! My daddy said, "The flight has been booked, but Mom's condition doesn't seem right." I was crying too as well! I loved Oma way too much.

But in the end! Oma was going! YAY! She just got better and better. When she collapsed, she got hospitalized for like days o.O Oma got back home to Lombok nearly December 2008.

Oma was my playmate. We played cards a lot. Oma once was so funny, because she flubbed a lot. When we were going back home from Singapore that night, we spent another night in Batam. We were so tired, we almost fell asleep when my Oma began to speak, "After we get to Bali, Oma wants to contol to doctor," And we laughed so hard. Oma said "contol" instead of "control" -____- That word means d.ck in Indonesian hahaha OMG Oma made us laugh so hard that night...

When I saw her last August, she couldn't remember me! Well, she hadn't seen me in 1,5 year. She thought I was Fian, my older brother. When I laughed, Oma was like, "Oh, a girl." Then I began speaking in Japanese with her. Oma was also my Japanese talking mate :) I guessed Oma remembered me, but she just couldn't remember my name! That was sad, haha.

Okay, the title doesn't refer to my Oma, because she is not 3 years old. I'm talking about my niece... Milka is my cousin's first daughter. Milka's grandpa, Om Lim, was really delighted to have Milka. I loved it when Om Lim made the milk for Milka lol. Milka looked so much like Om Lim! But Om Lim died like 3 years ago, Milka was months old.

As for me, before last August, the last time I went to Lombok was 2 years ago! Dang! I missed my family so much! I wanted to see them. Last time I saw Milka before last August, she just learnt to walk, and she was only a year old. I remember how she pissed on me two years ago -_____-"

I finally got a chance to see Milka. Now Milka has a little 9 months old sister :) Her name is Giselle, but she's called Lois. Well, I prefer to call her Giselle. Giselle is a lovely baby, real sweet and cute. But Milka?

I can't say that Milka is "cute" or "sweet". She's way muuuchhh more than that. She's beautiful! I kept staring at her that night, I played with her. Milka enjoyed watching so much. While she was watching, nothing could ever distract her -___- When the commercial started, she would play with me. She was a bit shy at first, but then she enjoyed playing and laughing with me :D

Milka really cared about Giselle! She would rub her head and kiss it. I was like "Ooohhh!" That was so sweeeeeettt to see them! Milka talked a lot! She could talk so much! I was surprised!

Milka has this curly hair. She's so very white. Her cheeks are chubby, and her lips are small. She has real beautiful smile when she smiles. Her eyes are big, and her eyelashes are long. She's waaaaaaaaay too beautiful for her age! OMG I miss her haha.

That night I was about to sleep. I was sleeping next to Angie. Angie's my cousin too, the little sister of Milka's dad. Milka came in in her pajama. She had a pen and a paper. Angie was on the phone, when Milka asked her to make "lupe lupe".

What she meant was "love". Then I put dots on the paper into a love shape. Milka played with my cellphone too, and she understood when I told her to tap on the sreen. She took pictures a lot. I was amazed. Milka is really beautiful and smart :) I love her.

I'm just dying to see my Lombok family. I want to see them moreeeeeeee.



Milka on the webcam showing off her teeth :D She looks cute here :3 AWWWW She's beautifuuuuulll adorable ! xD


Lol I laugh at this picture :3 Haha. Look at Milka! So funny! XD Oh and that's her mom next to her lol


I took this one from my phone :)

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Mmm. This is a story about last August -____- Soooooooo I was going to the club with Giorgio. He stayed here for a month in Jayakarta Hotel.

It was Friday, my mom let me go. I was with my sister and Rama, her boyfriend, too. We went straight to Jayakarta Hotel to pick Giorgio up. Dang I was so sleepy. We weren't actually good =/ Like, I was having problem with him, we didn't really talk...

Then my sister wouldn't enter the club because Rama had something... I mean, Rama didn't want to club -____- So I enter Pappy's Club with Giorgio. Yeah, we only danced. I took nothing to drink as well :p Oh and I entered for free! YAY again for bule! Gee, everywhere is free with Giorgio next to me. Not that I mean he paid, but free literally =D

We got bored so we walked out the club. My sister called, asking to go home. WHAT THE HELL HEY !? I was actually mad at her, we just got there! She was waiting by the parking lot, which I had no idea where, because we took off on the road.

Actually I acted a bit nasty that night to Giorgio, since he stood me up once by facebook, UGH long story!!!!!!!! I was staring to my facebook all day, he wasn't there. He pinky promised me, he broke his own darn promise.

We entered another club to see some guys dancing, it wasn't so good. We ended up talking by the closed store nearby. He was also pissed off at my sister, because she was the one who asked to club, but she didn't even enter the club o.O

And my sister was even asking me to take a taxi home! My mom called, and I told her I was going home with Giorigo's bike. I didn't feel like talking so after informing that I hung up.

So finally Giorgio took me home with his bike, then my sister wasn't home. She was still waiting for me!!! WHAT THE!? I asked her to go home, she was M A D to me. Seriously mad. I ended up watching Precious with Giorgio in my room. Later my sister got home, after 30 minutes or less. She didn't talk to me, I wouldn't even turn to see her.

My mom entered my room and slept in my bed, she said that my sister was waaaayyy mad at me. She was sleeping in my mom's room o.O

Yeah finally after the long night Giorgio and I made up :) But then we didn't have some sleep -_____- I slept next to him, on the mattress I set up by the floor. My mom was like asking me to sleep next to her lol, "Lia sleep here!" I ignored her, she gave up.

I didn't fall asleep, so we just kept snuggling onto each other haha I loved that moment. Gee I miss him so bad :'( Yes, he has gone back to his country.

So I ditched on school finally. I finally slept with Giorgio, wait, I mean, sleeping. Yeahhh literally sleeping "zzzz". And then after 2,5 hours of sleeping I woke up, my sister was home, she was mad at me. She cried to me, she yelled at me. Giorgio felt bad, so we took a bath and left to his hotel.

After that, bad things kept on happening o.O So, just don't go to the club hahaha :p My sister wouldn't be roomies with me anymore, she moved her stuffs to another room. I kept feeling bad after that. And then problems with... mostly everyone. I hated those times...

Okay so it was a huge tragedy to go clubbing -_________- I shouldn't be in such place, haha =p I've figured out that club is not a place where I should be, where I belong? Lol. I'm a hardcore Christian, and yeaaahhh I understand that God doesn't want me to be there, to be tempted to sin -____-" I've sinned a lot, with Giorgio too as well. Club is described as satan's playground. You can get tempted to sin all the time. For me, yeah. It matters.

I don't wanna go to that place anymore. Although sometimes I think "I will be fine, I won't sin, I won't drink, I just wanna dance" I still think it's not right!!! Anything can happen! So I better stay away from FIRE haha :p

But at least I was happy the morning when I got back from the club ♥ That I could wake up next to Giorgio =D I was so happy that morning :') We played duma, we fooled around, we laughed, yeahhh kissed and hugged as well... I miss him so bad. BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD :'(

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AAAAAAAAHHHH~ I'm back to gurl.com :D I used to be an active member -__- then I changed my name haha ;D I miss being gurl so much :3

Well, it has changed a lot. I'm not really seeing the gurls I used to see -___-" haha but it's still fun =D This place holds so many things ! I remember telling them my precious time with my boyfriend back then one year ago :3 And how I was ECSTATIC that he was coming for Christmas =D But then he didn't come, because of his mom had the swine flu -___- dang it. Then I became so sad I couldn't talk in there anymore lol

I missed gurl so much :*

Hey peeps ! How was your summer ? I barely realized that my font is cute annoying hahahaa :p My summer was filled with nothing .. it was suddenly time for school again . I only had a month ! Going back to school again wasnt fun at first .. I was classed in XII IPA 4 . i thought it'd be fun , since my best friend was there too . but too bad, she wasnt sitting next to me ..

I finally decided to move to XII IPA 2.. that'd be the greatest decision I've made this year haha . Moving wasn't easy , I had to negotiate with Mr. Pius -_____- well, at least I made it ! I made them move too, actually haha :p

My current class is so much great . we laugh and we'll be playing cards on every break , or when there's no teacher :)

As in for summer love , it wasnt really great . My love did come , but the thing was so much complicated between me and him , his mom , my parents , and our family -_______- gee ..

Oh , and ... wait . I forget what I was saying ! well then , actually I forget how to blog , oh i remember now . yeah . i've been writing a "book" about my life story the past 2 years !! hahaha more like a love story and yeah =pp it's a biography , yes hahaha ..

Someone please remind me how to blog -______- but writing has been great with me since i've been doing my 'book' . its been 100 pages now :) i was inspired by MILEYYYY Cyrus xD hahaha ..

Well , catcha later :s

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Oh, hey there guys. Haven't updated my blog in yearsssss (who cares !?) So here I am~ haha. For now, I'm still setting up my blog -____- had things to do with it, and its all set for now, but I gotta wait up until 48 hours :)

So what's been up with me ?! Days have been sosososo .. I'm gonna write something after this soooooooooooo see ya ! :D

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