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What the fuck does kepo even mean. Kepo in English literally means being curious, or curiosity. Kepo could be an adjective, or a verb.

As an adjective: Dia itu sangat kepo (She's so curious).
As a verb: Dia lagi kepoin twitterku (She's stalking my twitter).

Kepo could also mean stalking as a verb, or looking as many information as you could get about a certain person. So what's with kepo the right way, kepo the wrong way. Lets admit it, we are all kepo people. People were born with curiosities. If you weren't born with one, you probably have no interest with people around you, or an antisocial.

Let me show you how kepo could be done wrong or right.

Someone updates her status:
OMG I've been drinking too much.

Right kepo: asks "God, really? What have you been drinking?"
Wrong kepo: assumes that that someone has been drinking alcohols.

What if this someone actually hasn't been drinking alcohols? Would you go around telling people that she's been drunk? What if you would just ASK her about it? Would it kill? What if she answered "I've been drinking too much water I keep going back to the bathroom." You would've saved yourself from one moment of embarrassment from telling people the wrong truth from judging by yourself.

Stereotypes. I just found this post about stereotypes. It's when you judge people from one point of view.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

...and the list goes on. It's too long. Let's face it, most of us have done it: judging people. I've done it a lot. But now I've been trying to open my mind... not everything I know is always right.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm quite skinny right now but that's not because I'm anorexic. I used to weight around 46kg or 47kg but then I went on diet so I lost some kgs to become 41 to 42kg. I'm proud of myself (you must see how fat this generation has been) and I didn't lose weight because what other people tell me. I did it for me and I like my figure now. Although a lot of people might say I'd look better curvy or chubbier, I like myself now and I do this to please myself, not other people!

How about other skinny people?

Look at YoonA.



Or Sooyoung.


People who don't know them would probably say "Ew, Girls' Generation, gain some weight please." But do you know their stories? They're the heaviest eaters in Girls' Generation, but they just don't gain weight. They were born like that, not because they want to be super skinny. In my opinion, YoonA looks just fine, but Sooyoung could look creepy sometimes but that's just the way she is. She was born like that. And she's like 170cm tall which makes her legs look so long and skinny.

And I found this story somewhere where a girl was bullied because her classmates thought she was anorexic bitch for being skinny... Turned out she had cancer and died later. What if you were her classmates? Wouldn't you feel bad?

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm a pretty blunt person (that's when you say anything frontal). I could be offensive but I'm not stupid. I've hated few people in my life. But then here comes the thought: Should I keep hating? Or should I just pretend like nothing happened? Or in short, being fake.

I hate being fake the most. So when I hate someone, I hate them. Do I hate people for no reasons? Lol no. I have all logical explanations why I hate a certain person. And that's not your business at all. And that's also not your business to know!!! I have the right to tell, but when I think no, I should keep it to myself, I keep it to myself. Sureeee I can tell people how shitty this bitch has been acting towards me, what kind of things she has done to me, all the betrayals, all the shitty talks she's had behind me, but I don't think I should be the one to do it. Karma exists after all.

Slowly people around her started to know what kind of bitch she was, and when they told me, I must admit, "yeah she wasn't a very good friend after all". And she was hated by her friends, not because what I did, but what she did to everyone around her. LOL I'm not gonna write about how rotten that bitch is, and I don't care about what she tells people about me, I'm just glad karma has bitch slapped her hard in her face.

She was having a hard time because apparently everyone around her hated her, so she started visiting her friends one by one to ask them what the problem was, and say sorry. And she left me out. She said to me: sure, let's talk. But when I confronted her she couldn't say a word, too coward because I knew every little detail about her shitty life and actions. She was ashamed of what she did to me, so she chose to stay silent and run away (like literally run away from my sight, my life, lol).

Time has passed and I still hate her for being a coward, I get pissed whenever I see her but it stays that way.

Not because she isn't showing it, she's innocent. And not because I'm showing it, I'm not innocent. And until she comes to me and beg for forgiveness, I will not stop hating her.

So am I a bitch to speak my mind? Oh for heaven's sake. Every girl has had her "bitchy moment". I'm still trying to be a better person but come on, it doesn't mean I can do every little thing right. You won't know what's right till you do something wrong.

And if you don't like my tweets because I speak my mind, please unfollow, I wouldn't mind. In fact, I've unfollowed a bunch of people whose tweets have been annoying me or haven't been tweeting in a while, but that doesn't mean I don't wanna be friends with them anymore.

And what's my business with a certain person, is not other people's business right? I'm old enough to solve my problems. I would hate anyone who'd butt in because not everything they know is right, and they can't judge people from one perspective, or what others have tried to tell them. If they really cared about me, they would ask me instead of judging, right? This is just making me sad. Only God can judge.

So if you don't know my story, please don't think or act like you do. Don't think like you know every piece of me, because you don't. And if you're kepo, please ask, don't just judge and make your own assumptions. Not everything you assume could be right. It's best to ask, to confirm. If you're one of my closest friends I would tell, but if you're not and I think I should keep it to myself, then it means stay out of my business.

And if you don't like what I do, just tell it to me bluntly don't just go ranting somewhere else, where you shouldn't. BUT correct yourself before you try to correct. My tweets might not have been so wise, but have your tweets been?

I just don't get it when someone doesn't like what I write about someone else, yet she's writing about me (in like worse way than what I did) and start judging me for not "being wise" while what she's doing is not wise at all. I've lost my respect because I just really don't like people who don't really know the story but keep on butting in. AND ACT LIKE THEY KNOW EVERYTHING. Oh God......................................

And for everyone who says other teenagers my age are "being their age" when I should "behave because of my father's role" well I hope your kids all become porn stars. Fuck you guys for trying to control my life.

Please just let me be, and if I've done anything wrong, leave it to God, He will judge me the right way. You have no right to judge me. And don't hate me because I wrote this post instead of being frontal, you weren't so frontal either.

If your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault, between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother -Matthew 18:15

Guess you haven't been reading your Bible well.

What the fuck does kepo even mean. Kepo in English literally means being curious, or curiosity. Kepo could be an adjective, or a verb.

As an adjective: Dia itu sangat kepo (She's so curious).
As a verb: Dia lagi kepoin twitterku (She's stalking my twitter).

Kepo could also mean stalking as a verb, or looking as many information as you could get about a certain person. So what's with kepo the right way, kepo the wrong way. Lets admit it, we are all kepo people. People were born with curiosities. If you weren't born with one, you probably have no interest with people around you, or an antisocial.

Let me show you how kepo could be done wrong or right.

Someone updates her status:
OMG I've been drinking too much.

Right kepo: asks "God, really? What have you been drinking?"
Wrong kepo: assumes that that someone has been drinking alcohols.

What if this someone actually hasn't been drinking alcohols? Would you go around telling people that she's been drunk? What if you would just ASK her about it? Would it kill? What if she answered "I've been drinking too much water I keep going back to the bathroom." You would've saved yourself from one moment of embarrassment from telling people the wrong truth from judging by yourself.

Stereotypes. I just found this post about stereotypes. It's when you judge people from one point of view.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

...and the list goes on. It's too long. Let's face it, most of us have done it: judging people. I've done it a lot. But now I've been trying to open my mind... not everything I know is always right.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm quite skinny right now but that's not because I'm anorexic. I used to weight around 46kg or 47kg but then I went on diet so I lost some kgs to become 41 to 42kg. I'm proud of myself (you must see how fat this generation has been) and I didn't lose weight because what other people tell me. I did it for me and I like my figure now. Although a lot of people might say I'd look better curvy or chubbier, I like myself now and I do this to please myself, not other people!

How about other skinny people?

Look at YoonA.



Or Sooyoung.


People who don't know them would probably say "Ew, Girls' Generation, gain some weight please." But do you know their stories? They're the heaviest eaters in Girls' Generation, but they just don't gain weight. They were born like that, not because they want to be super skinny. In my opinion, YoonA looks just fine, but Sooyoung could look creepy sometimes but that's just the way she is. She was born like that. And she's like 170cm tall which makes her legs look so long and skinny.

And I found this story somewhere where a girl was bullied because her classmates thought she was anorexic bitch for being skinny... Turned out she had cancer and died later. What if you were her classmates? Wouldn't you feel bad?

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm a pretty blunt person (that's when you say anything frontal). I could be offensive but I'm not stupid. I've hated few people in my life. But then here comes the thought: Should I keep hating? Or should I just pretend like nothing happened? Or in short, being fake.

I hate being fake the most. So when I hate someone, I hate them. Do I hate people for no reasons? Lol no. I have all logical explanations why I hate a certain person. And that's not your business at all. And that's also not your business to know!!! I have the right to tell, but when I think no, I should keep it to myself, I keep it to myself. Sureeee I can tell people how shitty this bitch has been acting towards me, what kind of things she has done to me, all the betrayals, all the shitty talks she's had behind me, but I don't think I should be the one to do it. Karma exists after all.

Slowly people around her started to know what kind of bitch she was, and when they told me, I must admit, "yeah she wasn't a very good friend after all". And she was hated by her friends, not because what I did, but what she did to everyone around her. LOL I'm not gonna write about how rotten that bitch is, and I don't care about what she tells people about me, I'm just glad karma has bitch slapped her hard in her face.

She was having a hard time because apparently everyone around her hated her, so she started visiting her friends one by one to ask them what the problem was, and say sorry. And she left me out. She said to me: sure, let's talk. But when I confronted her she couldn't say a word, too coward because I knew every little detail about her shitty life and actions. She was ashamed of what she did to me, so she chose to stay silent and run away (like literally run away from my sight, my life, lol).

Time has passed and I still hate her for being a coward, I get pissed whenever I see her but it stays that way.

Not because she isn't showing it, she's innocent. And not because I'm showing it, I'm not innocent. And until she comes to me and beg for forgiveness, I will not stop hating her.

So am I a bitch to speak my mind? Oh for heaven's sake. Every girl has had her "bitchy moment". I'm still trying to be a better person but come on, it doesn't mean I can do every little thing right. You won't know what's right till you do something wrong.

And if you don't like my tweets because I speak my mind, please unfollow, I wouldn't mind. In fact, I've unfollowed a bunch of people whose tweets have been annoying me or haven't been tweeting in a while, but that doesn't mean I don't wanna be friends with them anymore.

And what's my business with a certain person, is not other people's business right? I'm old enough to solve my problems. I would hate anyone who'd butt in because not everything they know is right, and they can't judge people from one perspective, or what others have tried to tell them. If they really cared about me, they would ask me instead of judging, right? This is just making me sad. Only God can judge.

So if you don't know my story, please don't think or act like you do. Don't think like you know every piece of me, because you don't. And if you're kepo, please ask, don't just judge and make your own assumptions. Not everything you assume could be right. It's best to ask, to confirm. If you're one of my closest friends I would tell, but if you're not and I think I should keep it to myself, then it means stay out of my business.

And if you don't like what I do, just tell it to me bluntly don't just go ranting somewhere else, where you shouldn't. BUT correct yourself before you try to correct. My tweets might not have been so wise, but have your tweets been?

I just don't get it when someone doesn't like what I write about someone else, yet she's writing about me (in like worse way than what I did) and start judging me for not "being wise" while what she's doing is not wise at all. I've lost my respect because I just really don't like people who don't really know the story but keep on butting in. AND ACT LIKE THEY KNOW EVERYTHING. Oh God......................................

And for everyone who says other teenagers my age are "being their age" when I should "behave because of my father's role" well I hope your kids all become porn stars. Fuck you guys for trying to control my life.

Please just let me be, and if I've done anything wrong, leave it to God, He will judge me the right way. You have no right to judge me. And don't hate me because I wrote this post instead of being frontal, you weren't so frontal either.

If your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault, between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother -Matthew 18:15

Guess you haven't been reading your Bible well.

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