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Yawn. Night people, I just woke up from my 5 hours nap two hours ago. Yes, I was supposed to go out with someone today, a guy, but I... stood him up. Twice. Oopsie, I feel bad. Lol sorry dear, there's always tomorrow :) LYX!

Okayyyy so what's up. I just can't sleep, as my daddy said. Lol. I'm just hoping I was at Legian right now so I could feel the crowd and the music banging from the clubs :P Actually I feel a little bit sleepy and this is rare because usually I could fall asleep anytime and anywhere.

So I guess since I can't sleep now I'm downloading some new games for my iPhone :) YAY :D And I feel like talking and I'm buffering a video too so yeah. Tomorrow's free from school and I have a good feeling about it :)

I just rejailbroke my iPhone. It was like on 3-ish. Ugh so lame, running so slowwwwwww I could die of it. Because I had nothing to do with it (it still has no sim card in it) And I was only using it to listen to music (still am), I tried to remove everything from it. Nothing was important, not even message. I deleted the most important ones GRRR. Then I tried to jailbreak it again with 4.2.1. First I failed, as always. And eventually it was done, yay :D I was sooo happy :3

However I could restore the contacts and the messages so yeah. The apps could be added easily after installing installous. The most important app ever? iP. My period track lols. I don't wanna rewrite everything but it has everything in it already so it's cool :D

Okay so what's up now? With me? Nothing much :|

I've been feeling so... fake. Every time I wake up I feel the same. I'm thinking the same person, I'm missing the same person. But I can't do anything about it. In another way I feel like I need to forget but it's just way too hard. Telling everyone I'm over it but I'm not :( I want to stop this, please, someone. I don't wanna be hurt, I don't wanna hurt anyone. So today while I was lying in the bed I thought so hard. God, I don't wanna be hurt, but please, make me happy, make this happen, I want to make everything better. I feel better. How could have I forgotten about God? Oh I was so bad :P

Oh and sorry about the term "tomorrow". It's today. Tomorrow we're having the tests already *sigh*. So yeah I prayed and am hoping everything's gonna be okay for today :) PLEASE~ :D

Second, I wanna talk about a feud. This isn't happening between me but when I woke up I found my classmates gossiping about this feud on BlackBerry group, gee :P They were talking about Q against Y. I'm not on whoever's side. It's not like one of them is my close friend or what.

Let's say that Y is hated only because she acts so silly. Not silly but... obnoxious? Well I think she's just being herself. I mean I know not many like her in class, she's not famous, she's not so pretty (and trying to look pretty and look cute all the time). And people think it's obnoxious. Well for me she's not disadvantaging anyone, but many feel annoyed to see her lols :P So yeah she's not "hated" just, disliked.

So I don't know how this happened (I was sleeping soundly, remember?) but from how I read, Q said it directly that she disliked Y. She said that no one would like Y. So they were having a feud. But it's a good thing, however, that Y isn't a horrible person. Maybe, for some people. For me, she isn't. In fact she doesn't use bad words. She doesn't curse, and she even said, "Okay if many don't like me just tell me, so I will know what's my fault. Thank you, and I don't hate you, I'm loving you." Loving you in the meaning of as how Jesus loves us.

As I said that I'm not on whoever's side. But I think it's not quite fair with Y. Everyone slammed and bashed her on the BlackBerry group. They said they didn't like her and anything. It's like this, people look at her, get annoyed but how she acts, and talk behind her. It's just so sad. She doesn't do much. I mean she doesn't go and tell you that you're fat. She's a normal person, being herself.

Alright, my classmates said they agreed on how Q acted. But I still think it's not fair. Q said that "I'm just being myself, I don't like someone I tell them. I just don't hide it and talk behind it." Oh come on, not everyone likes her either. People talk behind Q too and I know it well because my friends do :P

We're not perfect, so please if you don't wanna be hurt, hurt nobody. Who are we to say "don't smile" to those who're having fun?

And my point is, facebook hurts. As always. That's why I'm staying away from it. I've deactivated my facebook, again :) I don't plan on coming back. But I just came back. Through Wanda's facebook lols :P I had to see the feud. My curiosity refused to wait. But I found nothing, they must have deleted it.

I BBM'ed everyone and no one replied lol, must be sleeping. Now I'm awake and one video has been successfully buffered, yay! :D Anddddd I'm still downloading games for my iPhone, yada yada. I don't wanna get up earlier tomorrow today but I have a good feeling about today. I don't know, but I just have to! I gotta believe! YAY :D Whatever comes, I'll be okay.

Oh before publishing this post there's a song. By Jay Sean. It's not new but I like it, barely. The lyrics just hit me so much. It's my song for somewhere there :) I doubt you'll read this but yeah. Every time I listen to this song I feel like singing it to you.

I've been thinkin' about you
And how we used to be then, yeah
Back when
It didn't have to end
We can start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Its just you and me tonight,
Everything will be okay
If its alright with you,
Then its alright with me
Baby let's take this time,
let's make new memories
Do you remember, do you remember, do you remember?
All the fun times we had?
Do you remember, do you remember, do you remember?
All the fun times we had?
let's bring it back
So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How are you, how you doin', and how about we?
Don't let this happen again

Do you remember? :) I miss you.

Labels: friends, random, school

Yawn. Night people, I just woke up from my 5 hours nap two hours ago. Yes, I was supposed to go out with someone today, a guy, but I... stood him up. Twice. Oopsie, I feel bad. Lol sorry dear, there's always tomorrow :) LYX!

Okayyyy so what's up. I just can't sleep, as my daddy said. Lol. I'm just hoping I was at Legian right now so I could feel the crowd and the music banging from the clubs :P Actually I feel a little bit sleepy and this is rare because usually I could fall asleep anytime and anywhere.

So I guess since I can't sleep now I'm downloading some new games for my iPhone :) YAY :D And I feel like talking and I'm buffering a video too so yeah. Tomorrow's free from school and I have a good feeling about it :)

I just rejailbroke my iPhone. It was like on 3-ish. Ugh so lame, running so slowwwwwww I could die of it. Because I had nothing to do with it (it still has no sim card in it) And I was only using it to listen to music (still am), I tried to remove everything from it. Nothing was important, not even message. I deleted the most important ones GRRR. Then I tried to jailbreak it again with 4.2.1. First I failed, as always. And eventually it was done, yay :D I was sooo happy :3

However I could restore the contacts and the messages so yeah. The apps could be added easily after installing installous. The most important app ever? iP. My period track lols. I don't wanna rewrite everything but it has everything in it already so it's cool :D

Okay so what's up now? With me? Nothing much :|

I've been feeling so... fake. Every time I wake up I feel the same. I'm thinking the same person, I'm missing the same person. But I can't do anything about it. In another way I feel like I need to forget but it's just way too hard. Telling everyone I'm over it but I'm not :( I want to stop this, please, someone. I don't wanna be hurt, I don't wanna hurt anyone. So today while I was lying in the bed I thought so hard. God, I don't wanna be hurt, but please, make me happy, make this happen, I want to make everything better. I feel better. How could have I forgotten about God? Oh I was so bad :P

Oh and sorry about the term "tomorrow". It's today. Tomorrow we're having the tests already *sigh*. So yeah I prayed and am hoping everything's gonna be okay for today :) PLEASE~ :D

Second, I wanna talk about a feud. This isn't happening between me but when I woke up I found my classmates gossiping about this feud on BlackBerry group, gee :P They were talking about Q against Y. I'm not on whoever's side. It's not like one of them is my close friend or what.

Let's say that Y is hated only because she acts so silly. Not silly but... obnoxious? Well I think she's just being herself. I mean I know not many like her in class, she's not famous, she's not so pretty (and trying to look pretty and look cute all the time). And people think it's obnoxious. Well for me she's not disadvantaging anyone, but many feel annoyed to see her lols :P So yeah she's not "hated" just, disliked.

So I don't know how this happened (I was sleeping soundly, remember?) but from how I read, Q said it directly that she disliked Y. She said that no one would like Y. So they were having a feud. But it's a good thing, however, that Y isn't a horrible person. Maybe, for some people. For me, she isn't. In fact she doesn't use bad words. She doesn't curse, and she even said, "Okay if many don't like me just tell me, so I will know what's my fault. Thank you, and I don't hate you, I'm loving you." Loving you in the meaning of as how Jesus loves us.

As I said that I'm not on whoever's side. But I think it's not quite fair with Y. Everyone slammed and bashed her on the BlackBerry group. They said they didn't like her and anything. It's like this, people look at her, get annoyed but how she acts, and talk behind her. It's just so sad. She doesn't do much. I mean she doesn't go and tell you that you're fat. She's a normal person, being herself.

Alright, my classmates said they agreed on how Q acted. But I still think it's not fair. Q said that "I'm just being myself, I don't like someone I tell them. I just don't hide it and talk behind it." Oh come on, not everyone likes her either. People talk behind Q too and I know it well because my friends do :P

We're not perfect, so please if you don't wanna be hurt, hurt nobody. Who are we to say "don't smile" to those who're having fun?

And my point is, facebook hurts. As always. That's why I'm staying away from it. I've deactivated my facebook, again :) I don't plan on coming back. But I just came back. Through Wanda's facebook lols :P I had to see the feud. My curiosity refused to wait. But I found nothing, they must have deleted it.

I BBM'ed everyone and no one replied lol, must be sleeping. Now I'm awake and one video has been successfully buffered, yay! :D Anddddd I'm still downloading games for my iPhone, yada yada. I don't wanna get up earlier tomorrow today but I have a good feeling about today. I don't know, but I just have to! I gotta believe! YAY :D Whatever comes, I'll be okay.

Oh before publishing this post there's a song. By Jay Sean. It's not new but I like it, barely. The lyrics just hit me so much. It's my song for somewhere there :) I doubt you'll read this but yeah. Every time I listen to this song I feel like singing it to you.

I've been thinkin' about you
And how we used to be then, yeah
Back when
It didn't have to end
We can start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Its just you and me tonight,
Everything will be okay
If its alright with you,
Then its alright with me
Baby let's take this time,
let's make new memories
Do you remember, do you remember, do you remember?
All the fun times we had?
Do you remember, do you remember, do you remember?
All the fun times we had?
let's bring it back
So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How are you, how you doin', and how about we?
Don't let this happen again

Do you remember? :) I miss you.

Labels: friends, random, school

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