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Jun 13, 2010 @ 7:41 PM | LinkUSED ? Am I used? Sometimes I feel like I am. My friends ask me to do this, do that, do this, do that, but there are times I feel like they ignore me, like what I've done to them was nothing. Just nothing. Once I thought, "okay I'll help them, maybe they'll be nice to me". Guess what?! THEY WERE! But then they ignored me again. What kind of friend are they?? I can't deny that I'm being used. I'm tired of it, I want to stop helping people. Fyi, I love helping people, for something I can do, and I love to do. Help them on exam? No problem! English, Japanese, Computer, they come to me. Ask my help. I never mind helping. Do their homeworks? Done! Anything computer, anything English, anything Japanese, I'll help. Make a poster? Done. Make a page with html? Done. Help them with internet? I love this. Designing their twitters' backgrounds. Resize their pictures, change the colors, I love doing that. Blog? Web template? No problemo! Download songs and videos for them? Anytime! What do they want? Justin Bieber? Lady Gaga? I'll download them for YOU. I'll convert it, send it to your phone. ALL YOURS. Take you somewhere? Not a big deal. I can deal with my sister for the car, then let's go. Where do you want to go? Treat you something? As long as I have money. I don't ask the money back when they "borrow" it from me. Things for their phones? I do it! They want what? Applications? I just go googling and start downloading. Twitter? Yahoo! Messenger? Anything! But what do I get?? WHAT??? Ignorance? YES. Ignorance is my new best friend. I love helping people, when it comes to something I love doing (just what I mentioned above). Am I USED?? Sometimes I think so. They don't think what I've done to them. A little fault can be a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIGGEST mistake ever. Everything I do is WRONG. You know guys?? I SHOULDN'T HAVE HELPED YOU. But I can't help it. I love helping and giving. In fact I'm given a lot by God. And it's better to give than to be given right?? Give to be given!! I don't care, how many times I should help, I should give. I know God never leaves me for what I'm going through. He knows what I'm facing, what my friends are sometimes like. When they're being ungrateful, when they leave me, when they ignore me. Listen, I'm NOT talking about one of my friends, I'm talking about all my friends. Who is reading. I'm still willing to help you, really. Whatever you need just ask, I'll help, I'll give, as long as I can do it. Because God gives everything I need, I don't need my revenge to stop helping you guys. Come whenever you need me, dump me whenever you don't. I don't do something wrong. God is always fair to everyone. Yes, this is a statement about how disappointed I am. Go to "translate" if you don't get what I mean. Labels: sad back to top |